Turning To Ice

i wish the blanket over my head

would also protect me from this pain

and not just the shivering cold

the night has breathed unto us

my pillow i hoped to be my friend

to catch the tears i knew would fall

the sound of the rain comforts me

it distracts me from the memories

inside my little cocoon of blankets and pillows

i feel like i'm in my own little world;

a little world without my kryptonite

a little world without the boy who stole my heart

but it can't distract me from the pain

the taste of bittersweet defeat

so i cry out in agony once again

thinking it'd relieve this torture you have caused

i drown out the sound of the rain

i blow away the confines of my blankets

and now i lay shivering in the darkness

the coldness seeping into where my heart used to be

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Sorry if it's crap. I just tried to write in a different way that how I usually do.

Dedicated to Sun (PrincessSuunshine) who has been a really great friend :)))