Never Ending Nightmare

chapter 2

Dinner felt a little awkward after what Wyatt told me. Did Ryan really rape that girl? How did he 'almost' kill her? Never mind, I don't even want to think about it. He could never do those things to me because Wyatt and his parents will protect me. Right? Oh my God I wish he never told me that. My rambling to myself was cut short by Wyatt's mom.

"So how do you like your room Gi? I designed it myself." I couldn't figure out the right words to say to her. I loved my room so much it was indescribable. "I seriously can't thank you enough Debbie. It's beautiful." "Well anything to make you more comfortable. I just want this to be a place where you can be relaxed and happy." I wish I could feel relaxed and happy, but knowing about Ryan's past, I really don't know if I can be.

I couldn't help but notice that Ryan kept looking at me. I think I'm just being overly paranoid. We all continued with casual conversation and a few jokes here and there. My chicken parmesan was almost gone and my stomach was starting to ache from being so full of delicious food. I wanted so badly just to lay in bed with Wyatt and talk until we fell asleep. I knew that wasn't going to happen though due to Debbie's strict 'no laying in bed together' rule. Not like we'd do anything together besides lay there and cuddle. Wyatt and I are completely abstinent. We both decided that we want our first sexual experience to be special. I'm so glad I found a guy who is willing to wait for me.

After dinner Wyatt and I went into the family room to watch a movie. Of course we could never have alone time because Ryan felt the need to be a giant pest. "What's up little brother? Trying to get past first base finally? Oh wait, you're a little bible hugger. By your age I had more pussy then you could count on your fingers and toes." Ryan was always one to be a jerk and make fun of his brother's beliefs. "Just because I'm not a man whore like you, doesn't make me a bible hugger." Ryan went from being amused to looking like he wanted to punch Wyatt in the face. "Should I show your girl what a little bitch you really are?" His fist drew back and Wyatt guarded his face with his hands. Ryan chuckled, "Exactly what I thought. Watch what you say to me because, I don't give a fuck if your girl is in the room. I'll lay you out right here."

Debbie walked in and yelled, "Ryan Alexander! You will do no such thing!! I bailed you out of jail and if you keep it up, I won't hesitate to put you right back!" Ryan just looked down at the floor and stormed out of the room. Finally alone time for Wyatt and I. "I'll leave you two alone. But I'll be back to check on you guys so no sneaky business!"

As soon as she left I leapt right into Wyatt's lap, my head laying in his lap. He set his arm on my side and pressed play. Step Brothers, our favorite comedy. It was me, Wyatt, Will Ferrell, and John C. Reilly against the world. I'm so glad I found Wyatt, he makes me feel whole during times like this. Maybe I will be happy and stress free here after all.