Brentrick things

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Brendon's reaction to the moment when he heard that Patrick died. Enjoy

For a moment his whole world stopped. His eyes widen in shook. "No, that can't be. You....You're lying, right?" he asked with a nervous laugh, only to see that this wasn't a joke. And once more he felt betrayed by the world around him. Why did they had to take someone that was so important to him? Someone that meant the world to him? But he stood there, knowing that he wouldn't see the blonde ever again. Not his sweet smile, his bright blue eyes, his soft voice and his thight hugs, everything was gone in this moment. Everything they did was now just a memory, which seems to be far away. Patrick was now just a memory. He had promised that they would stay together for ever, had dreamed so often about their future together and all the happy moments they would have, but everything was shattered in this moment. He had nothing left from him.

"This....how...why...?" was all he mumbled. Brendon covered his face with his hands, slowly sank to the ground and just cried. It seemed to be not real, just some kind of bad nightmare. But soon he would find out that this wasn't a nightmare, that this was the cruel reality. "Fuck no! He was still so young....he was...." he almost choked on his own tears. When this was a joke to scare him, then it was a pretty good one. Never had he felt this bad. Everything around him was blurried and his mind was obscure. There were so many things he had done wrong and still hadn't apologized, but now it was too late.

"Please Patrick! Don't leave me! I fucking love you! Just done leave me"he cried, but no answer, to respond, nothing. Instead he was met with the silent in the room. The only noise, which was to be heard was his crying and begging. His whole world was broken just by hearing these words and there was nothing that could fix it ever. Patrick was lost forever and with him Brendon's whole happiness and hopes.