Crying in my bedroom
If i ever stop it'll be to soon
Dieing in my head
Buring my face in my bed
I tell myself it will be over before I know it
If I could have a tantrum I would throw it
Wishing that the covers would absorb me
This is life im just paying my fee
This was my old feel
Now it feels surreal
Sometimes im not gonna lie it comes back
I still have a panic attack
Now and then
Poetry helped me
I almost ended it all but I got on my phone and I could see
It's not worth it
It'll get better and I still get bit
But now it's by a dog not a tiger
Turning like a biker
And no one ever knew
atleast very few
Im here to tell you it will get better
Sometimes it's good to have bad weather
It knocks down those dead trees you use to call friends
And it makes room for new hope to grow
I promise im not your foe
My messages aren't lit
I sure wish they was
And not because
I wanna be famous
But because my heart's about bust
I hear your voices and I want to help
My dream is to inspire
It burns like fire
You are beautiful not meant to be cut like a wire
I want you to know you are not alone
You don't even have to follow me just message me
I can help you see
My dream is a passion
Live your dream
Whether it is to climb a mountain or eat a tub of whiped cream
This isn't one of my best works
But all that matters is you get the message
Please take my hand
I wont let go I will hold your secrets and never forget your memories
