Big Book Of Nanosmiffy One Shots

Kissing In The Blue Dark (N)

TW: D/s, choking kink, alcohol, mentions of fisting, sub!smiff

Note From The Author:  the title is a lyric from lana del ray's video games since i had die young and ultraviolence blasting in the bg while writing. I cant get into nano+hats unless its trans so i filled that void in my heart. 

nano is a blind trans woman, djh3 is a trans man, trott and smiff are both nb. nano finds out about smiffs kink and offers to help zem out.   

"I'm not going to tell you, it's embarrassing," Smiff says, stretching zyr arms above zyr head as Nano snorts into her drink.

"You? Embarrassed? Who are you and what have you done with Smiff?" She laughs, feeling for and then setting her glass on the table and shifting closer to where Smiff is sat on the sofa.

"You'll laugh," Smiff says, Nano shrugging and pushing her dark glasses up her nose.

"I laugh at everything, and we're talking kinks here Smiff! You just admitted to everyone during a game of 'never have i ever' that you've been fisted. At this point, nothing you can say will weird me out."

"Okay, I like being choked, how's that?" Smiff says, Nano hearing zem fold zyr arms and shuffle in place.

"So breathplay?"

"Yeah, being under someone else's control is amazing. Sorry, thats weird and personal," Smiff laughs, Nano shrugging and smiling.

"I could help you out, Smiffy, I'm flexible," She says, patting Smiff's shoulder and making zem shudder. "I can get Ross and Trott to sit in with us too, just in case, I know they calm you down a lot."

"That would be nice."

"Call me whenever you want to try, when you're sober, able to safeword, and don't smell like Sips' aftershave, you dirty fuck," Nano laughs, Smiff laughing and nudging her shoulder.

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Nano arrives at Smiff's apartment with the biggest grin on her face, holding a bag bigger than her torso. Her glasses are tinted purple and she immediately opens her arms for Smiff to hug her.

"I'm so excited for tonight, when are Ross and Trott getting here?" She beams, taking Smiff's arm and letting zem lead her around the tiny closet of an apartment.

"Soon, they stopped off to pick up a pizza for us, just plain cheese with gluten free crust since I'm allergic, why are you here so early?" Smiff says, Nano feeling for the sofa before taking a seat and crossing her legs.

"Lalna had to leave for his night-shift at the lab, he's my ride," Nano smiles, passing the bag to Smiff. "Everything you said to get should be in there, lube, condoms, bruise relief- Lalna helped pick some stuff out so thats why the condoms are glow in the dark."

Smiff laughs and sits down beside her, Nano patting his leg and letting his rifle around in the bag. "Okay so, your safeword is red isn't it? So mine will be red too, just to make things easier."

"Red is stop, yellow is slow down, but Trott and Ross know my limits so should be able to tell you."

Nano nods quickly. "And where do I actually- You know-"

Smiff blushes and softly takes her hands, gently placing them on zyr neck and letting her feel. "The classes said here, so you don't crush my trachea or damage my neck. No matter how much you probably want to after the time I stole Tiddles from your apartment," Smiff jokes, Nano laughing and nudging him softly.

"Okay, I'll do my best but show me again if I mess up, I'm still a noob with these things," Nano smiles, turning towards the door as there's another knock. "There's your trouble making boyfriends!"