Speak Up!

Wishing that it was me

I had already spent my weekend with my dad. Well... 1 day, I told my dad I wanted to see my brother. So my dad called him and told him I wanted to go home. So he picked me up and took me to his place. While I was gone that day my brother already had packed my stuff up and brought it their.
I went to my new room. It was semi-large. Large enough for me. My vanity was in the corner, bed and nightstand across from it. I walked in, put my bag on the floor, and sat on my bed. I tooked a deep breath and looked around. I grabbed a box on the floor and sat it in front of me on my bed. I took another deep breath, I opened it and looked inside. I had a tear rolling down my face as I picked up the frame.A picture of me and my mom.
I held the frame, put the box on the floor, and sat the frame on my nightstand. I stroked the frame and I said, " I love you mom.I always have and always will." Then I played down, turned my lamp off, and went to sleep.
The next whole week we spent setting everything in my room up. It was Sunday night. Night before school. I went to sleep and instead of dreaming like i usually do I had a nightmare. There I was walking in the middle of no where and it was foggy. I came to a point and the fog cleared. I couldn't hear anyone but, the people were talking. It was the wreck we got in. My momon the gernie, dead. Then a gernie gets ran pass me, my brother. My brother dead. " No! No! Not Matt! Not Matt! Matt!" I woke up to my brother shaking me as I am screaming his name, " Matt! Matt Matt!" I screamed. " Wills! Wills. I'm here. I'm here." He hugs me as I am crying, "Matt's here. I'm here. Its ok."
The next day I wake up to, Ring!Ring!Ring! It was my alarm and it was time for school. So I get up and go in the shower. After, I blow dried my hair. Then I curled my hair and put it in a ponytail with baby hairs hanging out. I do my makeup at my vanity. Very little, then i pick out my outfit.
Simple skinny jeans, choker, a black t-shirt, and converse. I go down stairs and get breakfast, cereal. I sit down at the table and eat. My brother walks in and sits down beside me. "Bus should be here soon." He says. " Ya, I know. Um, Matt?..." I say. " Yes, Wills?" He replied. " Can you pick me up after school?" I ask. " Ya sure I'll be there." I had to go to my bus. I grabbed my bag hugged him, and he said," Bye, Wills." I replied," Bye." He sat back as he ate the rest of my cereal, as I left.