In a land where days are modern and surprisingly urbanized even in a time of global terror, lived a man called "Lemonlime". No, not because he always drinks Lemon Lime flavored drinks, not also because he was a really happy and jolly person, but because he wanted to name himself like that.
Anyways, people knew him as a really jolly, generous, imaginative person. Although, he could be naughty at some times, he could be really tricky with pranks especially with his bestfriends. He loves playing music, the Local Rock music ones. He knows how to play the guitar like everybody else considering that almost everyone in the town could play for the foundation it has given for the Local Rock music scene to become alive.
The guy's a hipster, he always get's out of style, he doesn't want to go with the latest trends. YET, for a guy like him, he get's along with any girl that comes to him. Yes, he has LOTS of girl bestfriends. And like any other guys, most of them are the girls who "friendzoned" him.
He likes pulling out surprises. He'll pretty much surprise anyone who's special to him, or atleast that's what they say. He's mysterious, he likes giving people something to think about of him. They say, it's for "testing out" which persons are malicious or understanding. (Wise people, they have weird but cool logics!)
Anyways, he always hangs out with his bestfriends, play some music, eat out, and everything. They talk a lot, especially about their lives, social problems, latest issues, politics, and some other "old men" topics. But then, at the end of the day, everything they talked about is just all in between them.
He always looks happy. He would laugh even in the most corniest jokes, smile even in the hard problems, and make people feel better in needs of friendship and relationship advices. He can do pranks without making people go mad at him, they would all just like him. That was why people like him very well. He can go well with ANYBODY.
But wait, what's this? Oooooh, a catch! Yes, there's a catch. you might THINK he's a jolly person. Well, keep thinking.
When everything and everyone else is gone, when there's (what he thinks) no one there to be there with him, he stays at his room, turns off the lights, opens his Smartphone, and does what he always does. Cry.
Yes, cry. he crie....... Oh, you're thinking why does he need a Smartphone if he's just gonna cry? Well, you know, post and share his feelings and some nonsense stuff on his Social Networking accounts that nobody would even bother to take a look at. He does it all the time.
So anyways, he cries. Like, A LOT. I know, he's a GUY. But what the heck, he's human, he can cry whenever the heck he wants too. But, what is he crying to?
Well, you see, this man over here. is one depressed man. He keeps every hurt he gets in the deepest, darkest, .........deepest part of his mind and heart. And you should have seen it. The thing is overflowing with them!
Anyways, like I said, yes, he is overflowing with hurt. How did those get there? Well, there's......... Insultment over there, madness right here, dissapointments are here, oops watch out, hatred is falling, and some more other stuff that are known as "bad emotions". Those that I mentioned? They got themselves piling up more than the trash the public trashpile gets. He never lets his bad feelings out, especially his parents. What's his reason?
FEAR
Yes, fear. The fear of rejection, misunderstanding, and hatred. No one else knows why, how, or when. He's the one who knows, and just him. Only thing that other people know is he has an issue with his parents. They say that his Dad "never understood" him and his Mom "doesn't care" about his feelings.
Oh, and by the way, his parents his separated.
So, how did this happen? When did this start? Who made him this way? It all comes back at the day when he was born.......
=End of Chapter 1. Finally.=
