Badass Horan

Chapter 14

Decided to have an early update seeing as it took a while for the last one. Enjooooyyyyy! :)

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*Juliet's POV*

I was now home after a fun day with Matt. It was actually nice hanging out with him again.

But, although it hadn't been long, I miss Niall. I wonder when I'll be able to hang out with him again.

With just my luck, the iPad Celeste gave my pinged. I looked and saw it was a message from Niall. A smile formed on my face.

I unlocked the iPad and read the message.


From: Niall
Meet me in the alley by your house tonight at 8.


Wonder why? Oh well, I get to see him again!


*Niall's POV*

I need to tell Juliet we can't hang out or be seen with each other. I can't let her get hurt. They'll kill her.

But I need to do it in a way that will hurt her. At least that way she'll know I don't want her anymore. That way I can leave without her coming after me. Cause trust me, it's happened before.

I hate the fact I need to do this. But it needs to be done.


*Juliet's POV*

I won't bother changing again. No need to. I have to go meet Niall in an hour.

Usually he'll just come up to my window. But now we're meeting in an alley. But I couldn't care less.


-1 hour later-


I was standing in the alley waiting for Niall. A shadowy figure appeared at the end of the alley. As it got closer I saw it was Niall.

"Hey Niall!" I said hugging him. He didn't hug back. Instead he just pushed me off. I looked at him confused.

"We can't hang out anymore." He said sternly. Now I'm really confused.

"W-what? Wait Niall. But why?" I asked.

"I'm just done with you. It's obvious i'll get nothing out of you." He said coldly. "So this is the last time we'll be hanging out."

He turned to walk away. "Wait Niall!" I said grabbing his arm. Tears threatening to spill from my eyes. "Please don't go." I cried.

He did something I never thought he'd do again. He slapped me across the face causing me to fall to ground. This time it hurt even more. I looked up and saw a flash of guilt and hurt in his eyes. But it went away. "I said i'm done with you." He growled.

What he said hurt more than the slap. I just sat there, staring at him. Tears pouring from my eyes. He walked away, leaving me alone.

And that's when I let it out. All my tears. When he said that, it's like something inside me broke. Like my heart was shattered. Beaten with a hammer and crushed into a million pieces.

I sat there leaning against the wall, crying my little heart out. I don't want Niall to go. I want him to stay. I want to be with him.


*Niall's POV*

She fell to the ground, tears in her eyes. "I said I'm done with you." I growled. I walked away after that.

It pained me To say that. I could hear her crying. I made her cry. I broke her. It took everything in me to not turn around.

I continued to walk.

I pulled out my phone and called Zayn. "Hello." Zayn said.

"I left Juliet. You happy?"

"Yes I am. She would hold you back Niall. And you'll both get killed." Zayn said.

"Yeah whatever." I said and hung up. I hate myself right now.


*Juliet's POV*

I didn't even leave the alley yet. I've been sitting here for an hour. And I'm still crying.

"Juliet?" I heard someone say. I looked to the entrance of the alley. There stood Celeste. "What happened? I didn't see you so I came"

"Niall. He really was just using me." I said. I kept trying to hold back the tears. But they wouldn't stop coming. She came over to me and have me a hug.

"It's okay. Come on. Lets go home." She said. She helped me up. We left the alley and started walking back to the house.


--2weeks later--


2 weeks. I've been up in my room the whole time. I never left it. Not even for school.

Niall left me. Mark left me. Even my friends stopped talking to me but Matt. It's times like these you see who will really be there for you or not.

Only Celeste and Matt help me. My parents still don't know what's wrong with me. They only know i'm depressed about something. They just don't know what.

I haven't left my bed. I've been under the blankets since the day Niall left me. So you can tell... I really stink.

You never realize what you have until it's gone. That's actually very true. I never realized it before. But I have feelings for Niall.

All this time I thought I would only want to be friends. Thought I wouldn't get attached. But I did. I fell for him without realizing. I got emotionally attached without thinking about how i'll get hurt.

It's not the first time this has happened. I get attached too easily. I don't think I've ever felt so depressed.


*Celeste's POV*

Watching my sister in so much pain is horrible. Seriously, i've never seen her so down or depressed. She's always so happy. Even when her last boyfriend died she was always putting on a fake smile at least.

Now her face looks like she's dead. She lies in bed all day. Doesn't talk. Doesn't move. I have to force her to eat and drink.

If not for me she would've starved to death or die of dehydration. Her once sparkling eyes, now so dull and depressed. Almost a grey colour. Her hair became so flat and lifeless. The colour slowly fading. All life that was once in it, gone. Heavy bags under her eyes. And her skin is pale. Anyone would think she's dead.

How could Niall do this? She's explained to me how he treated her. And it sounded like he cared about her.

No one would've guessed he was just using her for sex. And once he knew he wouldn't get anything, he left. Who does that? I wish I knew where he was. I will go down to him and beat him for hurting my sister.

And what makes this worse, we don't have our big brother around. He already left for boot camp. And now is gone for as much as 11 months.

And some friends she has. The only one that stuck around was Matt. Now she knows who her true friends are apart from the fakes.

There's gotta be something I can do to cheer her up.


*Juliet's POV*

"Juliet." I heard Celeste say. I didn't say anything. I just laid there under my blankets. Blocking out the world. "Juliet come on. I'm here to try and cheer you up! Lets go do something."

I still didn't move. I just stared off into space. "Juliet please." She said. I haven't loved my sister more than I have now.

She takes care of me more than our parents. If not for her I'd be dead. Although I feel like that on the inside. On the outside, i'm still alive. On the inside, i feel like a hollow shell. Just, dead.

I heard a sigh. "I will get you out eventually." She said. I heard footsteps and the door close.

I'm just going to take a nap. I closed my eyes and slowly fell to sleep.


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Depression hurts. Poor Juliet. Like I said, since last update was late I updated quicker for you guys. Hope you liked :)

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TDF: i'm aboriginal


I am seriously 100% canadian aboriginal. Hahaha I don't gotta pay taxes! It's actually pretty cool learning about my culture. I learned stuff that I didn't even know about.

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