Just wanted a love life, not four!

Pain

Trina POV

"Ice!" He stiil ignores me and walking faster.

"Ice!!" I shout louder. And he walks much more faster than earlier.

"Ice!!!" I shout tge loudest I can. It makes a screechy voice at the end and I walk faster till I trip. Blood on my clothes.

"Ice?" I ask his name. He doesn't move , he turns to look at me but all there is in his eyes are full of darkness and coldness.

Then he continues walking as if he didn't see me.

"Heeelllllllppppp Meee!!!" I yell. Tears falling down and I blink to see it was a dream. I didn't like it. It's been the same nightmare for the last three weeks.

It was getting more harsher and real every day.

I need to talk to him. We've been avoiding each other for days. It hurts seeing my bestfriends close to him but I can't do anything about it. I just can't force them to leave him. But... it hurts.

So much that I feel like dying. Guilt, regret, sadness and grief returning every once in a while like a routine. So habitual I know the impact I will feel next.

Have you ever felt this way? If you did than I hope it never happens again and If you don't know how it feels, then I pray you never do feel it. Pain.