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chapter 16

Kyrns POV

Its been weeks since I've yelled at Jaxon, I have been going to school I'm not going to be one of those little cry baby girls after loosing a guy. Even though I'm hurting I have to suck it up, he wants Melissa now, and you know what they say if you really love the person let them go- "wait what!? I love Jaxon?" I asked myself It took a while to sink in but when it did I punched one of the pillows on the couch.

"Whoa there hulk," I turn around to see Jay, I haven't talked to him or the rest of the family these past weeks I've just kept to myself I haven't even came down for dinner, "why have you been so distant from us?" He came and sat next to me on the couch, I didn't say anything, I just stared straight ahead trying to contain the tears. I'm not weak, I will not cry I chanted to myself in my head. "Talk to me, Princess. I'm right here" I looked at jays face, I haven't heard that nickname in a- since I was 7 years old.

"I love him" I whispered, I looked down from Jays sympathetic eyes, this is why I don't tell anyone how I feel because they feel sympathy. I'm freaking weak, I'm nothing. "You think I'm weak just like the rest of them, hell your probably even think I'm nothing but a loser who cries over a guy she loves." I look at my lap not able to contain the tears anymore, "I'm weak, I'm just like those other girls who cry over a guy. I'll always be weak." I cried harder, I feel myself be pulled into warm arms.

"Your not weak, Princess. Your hurt." He sighs stroking my hair, "you let these guys in and they hurt you without thinking, because they are douche bags, I know you and I know your strong, beautiful, and loyal. If a guy is going to ruin what you have with each other by being a hoe, than he's not worth it and you deserve so much better. If this kid your talking about loves you to he will try to win you back and if he doesn't come, he's not worth it and you don't have to break your back for him," he pulled back, "like come on tho for real how can anyone resist us we are a hella hot family!" He said I a high pitch girly voice and we both burst out laughing.

"Thank you jay" I hugged his waist.

"No problem Princess" he kissed the top of my head.

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Skys POV

Seeing Kyrn upset made me upset. Jaxon is going to make things right, I look at Jay and Ky sitting on the couch laughing. She deserves happiness, I'm going to make it happen before I go. I smiled as I watch my brother and sister sit on the couch talking about child hood memory's. I messed up big time, and I just want to see my siblings happy I have to see them smile one last time. I sneak past them without them seeing and head for the door, I quietly open it and sneak out I have to do this for my ky I jog next door to Jaxon's house and knock on the door. An older woman opens it she has some of the same features as him, I could tell its his mom.

"Um is jaxon here?"

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Jaxons POV

I'm a mess. I'm a screw up. I deserve to be alone for the way I treated-

"You need to fix things with Kyrn." Came a voice from behind me.

I turn around from my window to see Skylar Kyrns little sister. I would ask who let her in but I already knew.

"I want to see my sister happy before- i-i mean and I can't if she's crying over the guy she loves, because you had to hurt her." Her eyes were cold. I deserve it though. "I want you to fix this" she says sternly, how am I going to let her younger sister telling me to do what I should have told myself to do, I'm a fucking coward. I watch as her shoulder go limp, "make things right and win back your girl before someone else does." She whispers.

I turn back to the window, "I can't, she won't forgive me! I'm a fucking prick, a coward. I'm cold hearted, I mess things up!" I punch the wall making a hole in it, I hate myself.

I feel a hand on my shoulder, "please, I want to see my sister smile again" her hand drops as I turn around to look her in the eyes, she seems like somethings eating at her.

"Skylar are you okay?" I take a step forward, inspecting her face. She steps back and smiles, I can tell its a forced one.

"I'm fine, just promise me that you will be there to love and care for my sister always, even when she's going through a rough times, you need to be there for her" she says sternly.

"I promise." And I mean it, I have to get my girl back, I need to make things right.

I watch as she weakly smiles and walks towards my room door, "come on" she sighs, "its now or never" she heads for the stairs. I quickly put my shoes on and follow after her.

Once we are out of my house we head over to Kyrns house, Skylar opened the door and went straight upstairs. I walk farther in to the living room and see Kyrn and her brother on the couch, I guess they both sensed a presence because they looked back. Kyrns eyes widened while her brother got up and came towards me. I thought he was going to hit me but he stood right infornt of me.

"Get her back man, and don't ever break my little sisters heart again" he patted my shoulder than walked out leaving me and Kyrn alone.

I walk to where she's sitting and I get on my knees right infront of her opening her legs so I can sit between them, "what are you doing?" She stares at me with tear stained eyes man I'm heartless.

"I'm sorry baby girl," I saw a smile tug at her lips but than go to a straight face again, I sigh, "I was drunk and I know that's not an excuse but I don't know what I was doing, that night, I wanted you but you weren't there, I wanted you so bad that I was going to have sex with another girl to get you of my mind, cause I'm a heartless fuck up, and I think doing other girls is the only way to go." I look into her soothing blue eyes, "but now I'm lost, I can't sleep, I don't eat, all because I've lost the girl I love. I just want you, but I don't have you because I'm a coward. I didn't mean to hurt you, I really didn't." I laid my forehead on her stomach and wrapped my arms around her waist, she stiffened at first but than relaxed. "I love you Kyrn," a tear slipped from my eye, because the only way to make things right is to let her go. right? "I understand if you don't want to be with me, but I'm sorry. I promise to still be there for you no matter what." I sniffed.

I felt soft hands go through my hair, "I forgive you," her voice says softly, "but," here are the words I don't want to here her say, "you have to prove to me, that you will be there no matter what, I will give you a second chance just- just don't let me regret my words Jaxon." She whispers. What!? She's giving me another chance?

I look up to see her smiling down at me, a smile that can make any guys knees go weak.

"Really?" I was shocked.

"Yes" her fingers continue to run through my hair.

"I love you baby girl"

"I love you to Jaxon"

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Just giving readers a heads up, the next chapter will have a death.

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