Allie POV•
I took a shower and put my hair up into a bun. I found contact solution and I put my contacts back in. I just put on one of his white shirts and some lounge pants. I was really comfy.
Mikey- Hey I get off of work in ten minutes.
Allie- Alright. I just woke up...
Mikey- Luckyyyy. See you soon b.
I read it then sat on the couch. I need to leave after Mikey gets here. I already put my dirty clothes in my car because I wasn't going to leave them laying around his house, that would be rude.
I ate some apples and caramel whilst watching Bad Girls Club. I'm not caught up so I have no idea about what's going on. Oh well. I scrolled through Twitter and I saw things like I'm cheating on Jack and Jack is cheating on me.
But cheating would be us having sex with other people and I know we're not doing that. Like I know that I can hangout with guys and not cheat on him but if he can do the same thing? I don't know. Jack works until eight so I'll probably visit him at the office today.
I heard a car pull up and I knew it was Mikey. I mean who else would it be?
"Hey. I bought you starbucks."
"Awh thanks. You didn't have too."
"I know but I wanted too. Okay so I have too study for my final exam that like determines weather or not I can be successful or a failure so you can stay here or ya' know go home."
"I think I'm gonna hangout with Andrea for a little bit. But I'll text you."
"Okay I'll walk you out and you look very cute in my pajamas."
"Thanks. I didn't wanna take your Nike sweatpants because I didn't see another pair."
"Oh I have thirty pairs. I need to do laundry..."
"Obviously! Geez."
By now we were standing at my car and I gave him a big hug before I left. If I wasn't in a relationship I would kiss him. But I am and I love Jack. From Mikey's house I went straight to the office. When I got there I walked in and went straight to his office not even paying attention to his atendent.
I walked in and saw him having sex on the couch with Madison? How shallow. I cleared my throat making it obvious I was there and they freaked out. The worst part is, is that they seemed so used to each other. This was not their first time doing this and I could tell.
She ran out of the office so fast and I sat on Jacks desk waiting for him to get dressed. Once he was he started freaking out and surprisingly I was being very calm.
"Look I can explain."
"What's there to explain Jack? I saw you and Madison having sex. There is nothing more to explain. Would I like an explanation as to why you were doing that? Yeah I would but right now I'm not in the mood to hear it."
"What about Mikey? I know you slept over there last night."
"So. I didn't sleep with him. I've slept at Nate's and Sammy's and Taylor's before and you've never had a problem with that. So why now Jack? Huh, why would you have a problem now? I'm loyal I wouldn't cheat. What happened to 'Whatever happens I got you'. What happened to that promise?"
"Goddamn Allie, don't you see it? I can't keep a promise. I can't be loyal. It just doesn't work for me."
"How long have you been doing that and I want an honest answer."
"Two months." He said looking down and I shook my head. So much for having an actual relationship with someone. Now in today's society you cannot have a nice decent relationship because either the media ruins it or one of the actual people does. In my case Jack ruined it. I cannot trust him anymore and this was the last draw.
"I'm done with this. With us. My stuff will be out of the house by seven. Don't expect me to be coming back. It's not going to happen this time. You messed up."
I walked out of his office and went to the house. Good thing Nate, Sammy, and Johnson were there so they can help me take this stuff to my brothers apartment. I've already let him know that I'm moving in and he doesn't know the reason but I'm pretty sure he has a good guess.
After two hours of moving my stuff into Aaron's apartment building, I was sitting on my bed that I took from the guest room. I texted Mikey just to get my mind off of things.
Allie- Heyy
Mikey- Heyyyy
Allie- What's good fam?
Mikey- Not much just studying for this exam. What about you?
Allie- Sitting in my brothers extra bedroom.
Mikey- Why aren't you at the house you have with Jack?
Allie- We broke up. I caught him cheating on me.
Mikey- Oh dang. I'm sorry b. You wanna hangout?
Allie- Maybe tomorrow. Hey I'm gonna let you study. I think I'm gonna get some sleep. Night.
Mikey- K I'll see you tomorrow. Sleep tight b.
I cried myself to sleep and had a dream about Jack and I on the basketball courts when he told me that I was so important to him. I guess perspectives change.
2:00pm
I rolled over and my head hit a white wall. Ugh. Now I have a pounding headache. Great. This day is going perfect so far. I got out of bed and went to the bathroom to clean up. I looked a mess. My hair was crazy and my tank top was falling down my arm. I look crazy.
I stripped my clothes and got into the shower. I did some deep thinking and when I got out I felt kind of relaxed. Not wanting to check my phone I got dressed and grabbed my wallet and penny board and headed out to Panera. I got soup and a smoothie because bae.
I road back to the apartment complex knowing that when I got back I had to check my phone. Ugh.
Jack- Allie I'm sorry.
Jack- I can't believe this.
Jack- Are we really done this time?
Jack- She doesn't mean anything to me.
Jack- I miss you baby.
Jack- It doesn't feel right without you here.
Jack- I've been crying for three hours now.
Jack- Just know that I love you.
Jack- I'll always care about you.
Jack- Nothing has a meaning anymore. I need you.
Jack- Allison Marie Carpenter.
Jack- Baby I need you.
Jack- Don't do this.
Jack- I need you. I need this. I need us.
Jack- I can't function without you.
Jack- You're like a drug and without you, I'll go insane.
Jack- Baby.
Jack- Stop playing.
Jack- You don't mean any of this.
Jack- This is all just a dream.
Jack- None of this is actually happening.
Jack- I love you.
I read each text carefully and I started sobbing. Why does leaving someone who hurt you over and over again hurt so much? It's like the world is ending. Without him there's nothing to do. He gave me pleasure. A meaning to smile. A meaning to be happy. A meaning to go through life being optimistic. But now? It's all gone. He threw it away.
Mikey- Hey b, I just wanted to let you know I took my exam and got an A on it so that means I can start my business.
Allie- Yay! I'm so happy for you. We'll have to celebrate.
MIkey- Yeah we will. Come over I wanna see your beautiful smile.
Allie- It's been gone for the past day so I don't know if it'll be there, but I'll come over. See you soon xo.
