innocence [n.]
lack of guile or corruption; purity
Ever wonder what it feels like to be innocent again?
As a child, it did not take that long for me to mature. After all, I did have a tragic childhood. But let's not get into detail with that.
Growing up, I've always wanted to become an adult right away. It was not because of my tragic childhood but it was because I was not content with my life. I was so pure, so full of innocence. What happened you may say? Well, my friends came along. I'm not saying that it's a bad thing, but because of the freedom that was given to me, I abused it.
Drinking
Partying
All that stuff, I've been there and done that.
Thinking back, I should have cherished every moment of my childhood.
I wanna go back
Go back to when my creativity was limitless. When everything was pure. When everything seemed overwhelming.
Now everything is suffocating. Most of my friends suffocate me. Partying and drinking become an addiction. Loneliness becomes a disease. Parents constantly nag. The thought of wanting to kill yourself becomes a daily thing. No one is trustworthy. Nothing feels right.
Therefore...
Please
Take me back.
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Endless Thoughts
Diversosthese are some thoughts that I think of at night, or someone has asked me and made me think deeply about. this book is also stuff that has happened to me or my best friend. -------------------------------------- enjoy!
