Doll // Baekyeol

1 Chap.

I have lived in Seoul my whole life, in the same house, but because of my overprotective parents I haven't seen much outside the house.
I never questioned their intentions or way of raising me, I always thought that it was normal and the way it had to be.
But ever since I was allowed small walks around the the area we are living in, I saw things I never thought I would, beyond my imagination.
I might sounds really clueless now, but I didn't know kids played with each other, there are so many things I don't know.
You might be a bit surprised when I tell you that I turned 17 last week, that was actually the first time I was allowed out too.
My parents wants to show me how the world is, but they are afraid to do so, they don't think it's safe out there for someone like me, they say.
Someone like me, young and breakable, someone like me who wouldn't last a day out there.
I have heard them say it all, some nights when they think I'm asleep, they sit at the end of my bed and talk about me.
I once tried to sneak into my dads office to see what I could do on a computer, I have seen them both use it but I have never been allowed, they say it's more dangerous than the outside. I ran out of his office before I could open the computer, I am afraid to disappoint them, I have always been an angel, they always tell me that I am a angel.
"Baekkie, you are my little angel, you will always be safe here with me" my mom tells me every night.
Every night before I fall asleep, ever since I was a small kid.
My mom is the most overprotective, I have heard her yell at my dad many times because he asked if he couldn't take me outside.
"Honey, I need some time with my son outside this house" he would say, and the silence following meant she was staring at him with fire burning in her eyes.
A door would be slammed shut only a few minutes later.
"I know what is best for my son, and he will not leave this home!!" Her loud screeching voice bounce through the halls.
After that I wouldn't be able to hear anything else, and I would fall asleep cuddled up with my stuffed fox.
A thing I never understood was why they didn't want me to meet the people they had over, I never heard them mention me and they always made me be quiet. I tried to ignore the bubbling feeling inside that they didn't want me, they where just too overprotective.

My mom is going on a trip today, and she is leaving me alone with my dad. I feel exited because he told me yesterday that we would do something fun. I feel myself smile with the thought already, maybe he would let me go on his computer. I chuckle and shake my head, he would never allow that even if he is less strict than my mother.
I'm currently standing in the door way of our front for, waving goodbye to my mother, I can still hear her crying.
"Be good baekkie" she had said with tears streaming down her cheeks. But in a way it hadn't affected me the same way it used to, I felt sad of course but I also felt kinda relived.
I walk back inside and sit down on our couch, my dad was going to drive my mom to the airport so I am left alone for a little while.
The thought of leaving the house only entered my mind once, but I quickly dismissed it. It was bad to not follow orders, I always follows the rules.
I decide to get up and clean around the house, there isn't much you can do.
My mom says that I am intelligent but I know that there are many things I don't know, things I got a look at when I was outside.
It's always so quiet in here but not out there, no there are cars and people making up all the noise in the air. It was overwhelming in a sense and I didn't last long, but now I sometimes wish I could go back.

The time flies when I am deep in thought, because before I knows it I can hear my dad opening the front door.
"Baekhyun?" He calls out, I'm quick to walk over to him, bowing politely "hey father" I smile sweetly.
He chuckles, I know it's because he thinks I look like a little kid. He often treats me like one too, I know he doesn't mean to but it just comes naturally around me.
"I was thinking we could go out. I have talked with your mother about this. And we agreed that I could drive you around town. And then we could eat at a reserved restaurant" he says ruffling my hair.
I nod eagerly with wide eyes, I know why they picked the car, it is soundproof so they probably feel more safe with it.
"Go take your shoes on then, it's better if we leave early" he says, I am already at the front door, taking off my slippers and slipping on my small boots.
My mom was big on me choosing my own clothes, so she would show me some magazines and I was able to pick out from that. At the moment I am dressed in black skinny jeans with a large sized blue sweater with bunnies on it and a pink shirt under (picture on top).
"Ready to go?" My dads deep voice comes from behind me, I nod my head and take ahold of the doorknob, twisting it and opening the door.
"Get in the car baek, I will be there in a moment" he says and leaves me alone on the front porch.
I take slow steady steps to the car, trying to get to see as much as I can and hear as many sounds as I can before it has to be blocked.
I know that I can still see from inside but it's not the same, it won't feel the same.
When I reach the car door I take a deep breath, gathering a lot of air before I open the door, sliding into the back seat.
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Driving around the city has been interesting if not a little boring, I never got to look at one thing for to long and as the sound was blocked, it felt just like watching moving pictures.
But I felt grateful for getting this since it is much more than I have gotten beforehand.
I would make small talk with my dad but we would mostly just be in comfortable silence.
He has been talking about something for the last couple of minutes but I have been zoning in and out.
"Should we get something to eat?" Is the last thing he says that I catch. My head snap up to look at him to make sure I head right, my stomach has been growling for the past few minutes. I nod my head eagerly when he repeats the question.
He parks the car and turn off the engine at a reserved looking street, before turning to me.
"Remember to act politely and with only the best manners" my dad says giving me a stern yet soft look.
My face turns serious and I nod "yes father I remember" I say.
I find myself in a small restaurant only 5 minutes later, there is no one there but a small group of  what looked like 8 guys.
My dad and I made our way to a table that was across from them, but my eyes never left the boys.
They looked around my age, maybe a little bit older, I couldn't move my gaze from them.
I got eye contact with one and that made me snap out of it and turn away, realizing how rudely I had been staring, I blush feeling embarrassed.
My first time out and I embarrass myself like this, I can hear the boys laughing from across the room.
My cheeks flare up and I cover my face with my hands, my dad clear his throat.
"Maybe this wasn't such a good idea" that sentence makes my eyes widen and I shake my head.
"No dad I'm fine. Let's just eat" I say pleadingly. He looks at me suspiciously but in the end he nod and let it go.
I breath out and plaster on a smile, looking down at the menu.
I can feel a par of eyes looking at me but I do my best to ignore it, not wanting to be embarrassed again. I just hope they leave soon.

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Ello!!
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Next chapter will be in chanyeol's point of view.
And my update date is every Thursday, but if I finish earlier it will be up.
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