Jimmy's POV
I miss the old Brian. I miss the Brian that doesn't drink everyday and abuses me. I miss seeing him smile, his beautiful smile. He was so attractive back then but now he's just a drunken mess that hasn't showered in 2 weeks. He used to be so kind and caring, up until when his father passed away 3 months ago. Instead of going to see a therapist, which I had told him to do so, he turned to alcohol, drugs and violence.
I hate it when he returns home. Even though he could be be gone for days, weeks even. I still don't miss him. When he does come home, he just seems to take all of his anger out on me.
I've considered killing myself way to many times, it's scary. Nobody would care, nobody would notice. Not even my best friend, Heidi. She's on tour with her band alot so she wouldn't know. I'm not even going to get started on Brian, all he seems to care about is how much he drinks in one day and how many dudes he's fucked in a week. He doesn't care about me no more.
If only I had chosen to be with Johnny instead of Brian.
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I Won't See You Tonight//Brimmy
Fanfiction'Dear Brian, I've gone alone, took all my strength. I've made the change. I won't see you tonight. Jimmy x'
