Covered Mouths

Chapter 11 : Pathetic

'' Hello Alisha '' he said and smirked
''Ugh. Do i... Do i know you? '' i turned my head but the boys kept jogging they might not saw me.
''No but i know you'' me face turned white. '' sorry i sounded creepy. I mean you are the girl i am cooperating with. ''  he said
''Wh... What?  ''  i said breathing heavily from the running
''They didn't tell you?  Huh weird. We are modeling couple. Which means we photograph together. We sometimes catwalk together. And that's all. Nice to meet you. I am Nickolas ''
He said and extent his hand near my. I shook his hand '' Nice to meet you too'' .  I know i was warned not to trust him but he seemed such a good guy.
''I should call the boys. ''  i said and called them and told them where i was. They instantly came by and met Nickolas.
''Do you wanna come by from my house? Its like 300 m.  away from here ''  said Nickolas but before i could speak Lou spoke
''NO. She is ok ''  he looked furious so Harry as the cute boy he was he said
''What Louis meant was that Alisha have to study so she must go home''

''And are you her parent to tell her when to read? Come on guys'' he said trying to joke but i knew he literally meant it.

''Nickolas they a right. I got a lot to study. I guess I'll see you tomorrow if they finally call me ok? ''

''I can come by and pick you up. If you want to of course '' he said and i couldn't resist to his big beautiful blue eyes.
''Sure. I'll call you. See ya ''  he texted me his number and got away.

When we were in a safe distance from Nickolas Louis spoke up
''I don't like him . You must not trust him or even better stay away from him" hmm  . He said exactly the same thing the man who called me said . Weird

"Too bad i can't stay away . He is my model boyfriend . " i said 

"What do you mean?" oh i told them boyfriend 

"I mean he is working with me . Like he is the one having photo-shoot with me and  he is catwalking with me . Not something you should worry about "

"Not something to worry about? Not something to worry about? This guy wanted you in his bed from the first day you met him . How this could not be serious " he said now yelling at me and his body language was telling me that he wasn't so pleased 

"What's your problem . I can't do anything about it .  I am still meeting him .Period"

"Period ? You fucking said to me PERIOD? What the hell Alisha? "  what was wrong with him  . We entered the house i headed to my room but Louis grabbed my arm and turned me around 

"No my lady . You are not getting away this time" he said and sat me down on the couch 

"What ? We have nothing to say " 

" You just . Ugh .... I don't want him near you . He is not trustful . Dont ask me how i know it because is just intuition . And do not laugh . I see my sister in you so i dont wanna see you hurt . I miss her so much so i wanna make you feel happy and tease you and .... I just don't wanna see you cry and stuff "   His statement literally melted my heart i was ready to tell him that its ok and that i will not see him again but i couldn't

"I , I didn't meant to make you worry . I didnt meant to make you bond with me that much . You shouldn't worry that much for me . I am a stranger that i could ruin your career. I am the person that can sent you to prison . I should be the person you hate  Not the person you care about." i said now remembering my old life and kinda missing it 

"WHat are you talking about ? You are our friend . You are staying with us . We care about you . We have an unexpected bond with you" Zayn said as always trying to make me feel better . But really? He didn't . He made me remember about my mum telling me if  i take the job as a model to forget her and never come back to Greece.  Tears fall down my cheeks . How my life turned like this? I know i shouldn't complain . I got a dreamy job ,i met my idols and i live a very good life . But mum doesn't trust me anymore . doesn't approve anything i do and she don't wanna see me again . 

"Please don't cry . We didn't meant to make you cry" Harry said he wiped my tears away . I instantly got back turned away and got upstairs I think i am getting crazy . My life is getting so fucked up .What am i talking about . My life is good . Actually very good. Not it sucks i ..I can't stand it anymore. I wish i was dead . Omg what the hell is wrong with me . I need to stop thinking all these bullshits and live my life as it goes . I am having a normal life. No my life is not normal. I am not a normal person . A normal girl never gets almost raped twice neither have someone stalking her   and trying to kiil her nor living with One Direction . I was now sitting on my bed and holding my head and little screams were escaping my mouth . I was hurting from inside . It was hurting so much . I couldn't handle it .I was by now holding a mirror in my hand  analyzing my face and my features . I let it down and it broke into pieces . I grabbed a sharp piece and got it near my wrist . I got it in my wrist now piercing my skin not getting blood yet . I was fighting with my self . I can't get back . I can't start again . But it hurts a lot . I can't control it. If i ...If i cut it will get better . The pain will go away. No i can't cut i am a model now . I can't cut . What if i cut in a place were nobody will see? Too late . I had already cut my self . Blood was running down my wrist . I felt dizzy . My eyes were closing . I ,i was ready to pass out but a voice didn't let me . I felt pathetic 

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