Chapter 12: Cutting

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" Alisha? What was that sound?" it was Niall.  I didn't answer . I heard footsteps so i went and locked the door .

"Alisha open the door " that was surely Liam . "I am gonna break it if you don't open it"

"I am okay . Don't worry go downstairs " . I went to the toilet to rush and clean my hand from the blood but they broke down the door and came inside .

I turned my hand so they dont see it and told Liam "I told you I am ok . Now go out!"

"You are definitely not ok ." he no turned his gaze to my hand and i tried not to move it so he wont see the blood but unfortunately i wasn't that lucky 

" Alisha your hand is bleeding ." he said and grabbed my hand  " What have you done? " i pulled away my hand and put it behind me 

"Get out!!" i shout at him  and tears escaped my eyes 

"No i am not getting . You need to explain yourself to me . why you did this" no no no . How i got myself to this situation . THat was the question i was always scared about . I got out from the bathroom and run outside my room but he grabbed my hand . 

"OUCH" i shouted and he looked at me  He was still holding my hand and he was looking at it 

"I am sorry . But why ?"  there it is again . This huge and annoying WHY . 

"I dont need to tell you . I am an adult"

"You are an adult that when she got a dreamy job came home , flirt with a stranger almost got in his bed and then she came cutting herself  . It doesn't seem to me like normal "  he said loking at me angrily . What the hell? He was pissed of . I was pissed of . I slapped him in the face and told him 

"You know something? You are right . I am not normal at all . Some immature boys with a lot of issues kidnapped me and then i was almost raped and killed because of their fame . How normal that sounds huh?"  I told them while rolling my eyes . They stayed steel and did nothing when i got downstairs and out of the house .  I was really mad at them but my wrist was bleeding . I didn't get my phone me neither my wallet . I was done . I went to a kiosk near the house and covered my wrist with my shirt . 

"Excuse me can i make a call " My shirt got bloody and my vision dizzy . I almost fell on the floor . Oh god . I really cut my self hard this time . 

"Come on sit down young lady . Here is the phone . I am gonna get you a glass of water . " the kind old woman said . I was sitting on a chair and i was thinking who to call . I couldn't remember Nickolas' number and i couldn't call Marie neither my mom . I stood up and immediately got out the mini store . I knew it was rude to leave like that but i couldn't stay longer . If i did she would most probably ask about the bleeding and then post it on social media or something like that . I sat on a bench where there was much light so i will be safe and thought about what happened the last hours .  i decided that the best option was to go back. i went back got on the door and stood there for a while thinking for what i should do or say . It took me a couple minutes but i decided to go away . Unfortunately when i turned away the door opened and Harry got out . I rushed to go away and not get me but damn i was so slow . I need to work with this after everything is done .He grabbed my hand thank god bit the one that i cut earlier 

"No please . No " he told me "Wait come in" he said and literally made me get in. 

"No I don't want to leave me alone . I don't wanna talk about anything . Forget about the last hours . It won't happen again ok? Can i go upstairs now dad?" i told him 

He kept staring at me and i got that as ' I got nothing to say you are right'  but unfortunately i misunderstood his expression

"No you are not going . We need to talk . But first lets clean your hand "  We got back to the kitchen and he carefully cleaned my hand from the blood with a tissue wet from water . And unfortunately it happened what i didn't want to happen . Oh god he is gonna believe i am a freak . Oh my god , my past was going to destroy my future . This wasn't happening . It wasn't real . It was a nightmare that damn it looked so real . I stung my hand to wake up from the dream but nothing happened . Everything was real . I WAS LEAVING A FREAKING HELL . HELP .

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