Give me Therapy

Chapter 2

Alex's POV: pregnant...Fuck. she's pregnant, I'm gonna be a dad?? no. fuck.

"Pregnant?..." Alex  asked hesitantly.

"Yes, pregnant. As in you're going to be a father...im about 3 months along" Hanna Told him.

"No...I...I can't do this, I'm sorry...I can't be a father"

"...yes you can."

"No, no. I can't" Alex had an ashamed look on his face.

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Hanna's POV: What the Hell? he doesn't want his baby? I'm going to be left alone, as a single mother. I can't do this alone. I can't raise a kid, Ill screw it up...maybe it's best for everyone, the baby included if I just end it.

Hanna decides to text Alex, "So...what? do you think I should get an abortion?"

"well, yeah. neither of us can be parents right now" Alex responded.

Hanna got a sinking feeling in her stomach, she never thought Alex would be so closed-minded, "okay..." she responded.

"It's the obvious thing to do..." Alex texted back in a hurry.

In tear, Hanna responds, "Okay...Ill make the appointment, you drive me"

"Alright" Alex responds, "but I'm not paying for it. that's your responsibility."

Hanna was shocked, in complete awe..she had never seen this side of Alec before, He had always been so sweet and caring. especially towards her....thats when she knew it, he HAD to be on drugs again.

A few days later

Hanna's POV: So, im just sitting here, in the abortion clinic waiting room, filling out papers and waiting for my name to be called so I can get this over with already...Alex hasn't said a word to me since he picked me up,  and won't even look at me. I feel like he hates me now. How could he hate me, though? I didn't choose to get pregnant, he's the one that told me it's the "obvious decision" to get an abortion.

"Hanna Clark" the nurse called out with a clearly fake smile, "ill take the papers if your finished, and you can go in the room, and wait for the dr"

Hanna stood up, handed the papers to the nurse and walked into the small procedure room, Alex followed her.

Alex's POV: I couldn't stand to look her in the eye, I feel so ashamed of myself. This isn't the right decision, this isn't the obvious decision. It's the cowardly one. But I can't be a father. not right now with the band and everything. my life just  isn't in order right now, I can't add a baby ontop of all that. 

After a very long wait, the Dr walks in with a smile on her face...this time warm and comforting, rather than cold and fake like the nurse.

"We all ready, sweetheart?'

"yeah...I guess" Hanna said'

"alright, before I start I'd like to explain to you in detail whats going to be happening so you can be prepared and to make sure this is what you want to do"

"Alright, explain..." Hanna said nervously

The Dr goes into a detailed and lengthy explanation of the abortion process.

"you still want to do this, sweetheart?" she asked nicely.

"yea..." she looks at Alex

Alex nods

"alright then, ill be getting started" The Dr begins the anesthetic

"no...wait!" Alex yells, making both Hanna and the Dr jump.