Broken promises

The decision

Chapter 4:

I decided to venture out to a rock that sat on the edge of the water, this had always been my place of solitude and were I constantly came to relax. I thought that this rock like so many times before would be a perfect place to clear my mind, but instead it did the opposite. Instead it brought back memories I was trying my best to forget. It was as if the wind and water were carrying my past life back to me, forcing me to relive everything and with every crash of the water and every breeze the memories only became stronger...until I finally gave in

Mikey and I had always had a special connection and although I loved madison to pieces there was just something about Mikey and I that made our friendship just that much more perfect. Mikey in more ways the one was my other half, he always knew what I was thinking, what I was feeling but more importantly he knew how to keep me together, that was until June 5th 2011 (also known as the finale of abdc). On this day I fell apart because the stitching that once held me together tore at its seems and abandoned me.

Flash back

A bus, plane and taxi later I had finally made it to destination...the set of abdc. I had literally been counting down the days, hours and minutes until I would get to see my boys again face to face...and by my boys I meant madison and Mikey.

It had been 10 minutes until I finally decided to throw my pride put the window and ask for directions to the boys dressing room and in no time I had come face to face with a big red door with a neatly typed sign reading THE ICONIC BOYZ.

I raised my hand to the door ready to knock when I felt this weird sensation in the pit of my stomach. Was I nervous? How could I be? I had know these boys forever and not once in their presence have I felt nervous or acted like anything but my true self. But then the worries I had been thinking of the whole way here flooded back. What if they don't need me anymore, or worse don't want me? What if they've become to famous to hang out with just a simple girl like me? Could fame really have penetrated the heads of the two most important people in my life...I hope for my sake it hadn't.

I was snapped out of my thoughts when the door flew open and someone walked into me.

"Oh sorry about that, didn't see you there" I would know that voice anywhere, it was Mikey's

As if both realizing at the same time who we had bumped into Mikey indulged me in one of his infamous hugs screaming RILEY YOUR HERE! YOUR FINALLY HERE.

"Did I just hear someone say Riley?" I heard a voice I knew belonged to Madison asked

Mikey let to of me even though it was evident neither of us wanted to and I walked over to madison giving him a big bear hug.

"Is it possible that you got shorter?" Madison asked looking down at me

"You're an ass you know that" I said "but your my ass" I continued.

"And you may be short, but your my shortie. But seriously Riley, all kidding aside I missed you so much" he told me giving the most genuine smile I've ever seen.

"Ya, we were beginning to think you had forgotten all about us and found another pair of handsome, sexy and talented boys" Mikey stated

"You forgot arrogant mikey, and I could never replace you two" I said while kissing them both on the cheek.

I didn't think anything could ruin my amazing mood, but as usual I spoke to soon. I should have known that the one thing that could dampen this amazing day would show up and it just did. I smelt and heard her before i saw her since as usual she was doused in way to much perfume and her heels were making an obnoxious clickity clackity sound that matched her personality. There she was, the leader of her plastic little army... Emma.