Blue

Fate

I found the rock that Lisa and I engraved our names into. I remembered the summer we did that. It was when I told my first secret, shared my first kiss, and fell in love for the first time. All with Lisa. Now she's missing.

She went missing right after the incident. Everyday after that all I heard was missing going through my brain. I was afraid, tired, and lonely. My words had shriveled to nothing and my thoughts turned blue. All I knew was the word gone. I wanted her here with me. Her warm hand holding my cold hand.

But, life won't let it be like that. It must be how it wants it to be.

"Amy! Help me!" I heard her scream that day. I tried. But I was too late. She was bleeding. I grabbed her and held her close to my heart. I felt her once warm hand, touch my cheek, as she drifted into death. The paramedics had came running after that. They took her to the hospital. I wasn't allowed to visit. She had went back home alive, but ran away the next day.

I had always thought it was my fault that she got hurt. The girls had come on to her and had beat her down. If I ever see them again they will die. They took what was close to me and drove her away. And I couldn't stop or save her. It wasn't fair. I will find her. She deserves it. All I've done and all I have failed to do. I need to find her. She is the one that needs the saving. If I fail, I fail life.

God, is this all there really is? I know I've just stumbled into some sort of tragic story, but this is life. Deal with it. Ha. What a tragic love story that can never have a happy ending.