The nightmare

Chapter 1

This story will be told by June for a while, not for long though. Enjoy!
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*June POV*
-beep beep-
- the sound to my alarm going off, guess it's time to wake up for another day of getting beat up in school hallways and getting beat up by my parents.

  I have to be quiet in the morning because if I make too much noise I will wake up my dad, he's a light sleeper.... And if I wake him up, it won't be pretty.

Here, let me introduce myself..
   My names June, I am 16 years old.. A junior in high school. I like the color black because it represents my life; nothing. I have bright blue eyes and blonde hair, when I was young it was the best because everyone loved me, I got called pretty and sunshine.. I was the sweetest girl you could meet, I am now but.. No one wants to take the time to get to know me. I am underweight because my parents don't provide dinner to me and they don't go shopping so there is no food. I am depressed cause my life isn't great you'd say, it's horrible.. It's like being the only one in the world cause you're always alone.

  Well enough with introducing myself.. I have to get dressed so I'm not late to school and do my hair, I try to make myself presentable to maybe people would think I am pretty.

   Today's outfit should be
Black skinny jeans, a black beanie and an oversized hoodie so no one could tease me about my cuts.

    It's now 6:45am and I'm on my way to school, I walk because taking the bus is horrible. I scroll through my Instagram feed looking at depressing quotes that describe me perfectly, pretty sad actually.

    Arriving to school is scary, it's where everything goes wrong.. Nobody to stand up for you, having to fend for yourself all the time, trying to let it not get to you. I used to have friends, I had a lot of friends but they all left my in high school.. Well most of them did. But it still left me with some friends. It all went down sophomore year, I started getting bullied and rumors were spread about me that were not true, everyone turned against me.. Even my best friends.

     I walk to my locker to out my books away when a group of boys approached my locker, that was the sign to close your locker and run away but... I never showed them that I was weak to them. They knocked the books out of my hand and pushed me to the ground, they did the usual.. Called me names then they walked away. I picked up my books and went to my first class.

     First period was going pretty well until I heard girls looking at my and laughing, spit balls were being spit at me and the teacher called on me and I didn't know the answer.. I didn't know the answer cause I was too busy thinking about things. When I didn't know the answer everybody laughed at me.

    School was actually going by pretty fast today, probably because it was a Friday. It was now 7th period and it was time for lunch. The school stopped letting me charge money to my account because it reached $20. At lunch I usually went into one of the bathroom stalls and went on my phone or did homework or even just cry.

     It was finally 9th period and it was almost time to go home. It was gym class at the end of the day and I hated it because whenever we did group stuff, which was most of the time, I had to work with a bunch a people who talked about me the whole time.

    It was time to go home and I had no energy in me to walk home but I had to. I started walking when I was tripped by a group of girls. They continued to laugh at me as a got up and walked away.

    I was finally home and was greeted by my drunken father. He asked me where I was and I tried to explain I was at school but he didn't listen so he smacked me across my face. It hurt, I tired running but he pulled me back and and punched me, then he ordered me to go to my room.

    Once I got to my room I put my backpack down and sat on my bed. I decided to take a shower because that's the only place I felt free.  I took off most my clothes leaving my bra and underwear on. I looked in my mirror at myself, I could see my ribs and all the cuts on my wrists and thighs, I saw all the bruises on my body from my parents. I was interrupted my my phone going off.

      I looked down at my phone and I got a text from a random number saying to go die, it was probably someone from my school anyways. I took off the remaining of my clothes and got in the shower.

     After showing I went over to my closet, it wasn't a huge pick because my parents don't go shopping for me and I don't have a job because they won't let me get my working papers. I picked out a baggy tank top and sweat pants, I put them on and went over to my bed to relax.

      It was only 7pm and my parents are gone because their at the bar getting drunk with other people. This is my only Time to get alone time with absolutely no one bothering me. I decided to go through my diaries that I had stashed up. I had about 10 of them. One was when I was 5 and the others were when I was 6 years old,8 years old,9 years old,10 years old,12 years old,13 years old,14 years old,15 years old and now, 16 years old. I basically had my life story's I'm all of them. I decided to read them.

     5 years old (bad spelling 5years old)
   Hi it's June. I like the colur pink I also luv kity kats becuz they are Soo cut. Today in skool we made papur airplanes and flew them across the classroom. May 7, 2003
- today I made 5 frends at reses today. It was much fun! April 13, 2003

         6 years old
Today me and my mommy went to the aquareum and saw the fishys. My mama and I also got to tuch dolfins. It was fun. January 8, 2004
-my daddy took me to the park today and I made a frend his name was jake. He was so cute. -February 28, 2004

     8 years old
In school today we Learned cursive writing. And it was Valentine's Day so I got much candy! I love my life. February 14, 2006

     9 years old
Today was the first day of school and I made a bunch of friends. I am in 4th grade and we learned division also. September 1, 2006
-I just want to say that I love my life and I love all my friends and my mama and dad. June 7, 2007

      10 years old
I think I like this year the best because we get to sit in the back of the bus because we are in 5th grade. April 19, 2008

     12 years old
We are in 6th grade and everyone is so much bigger than us because everyone's bigger in grade. May 8, 2012

     13 years old
I feel like 7th is so hard. I just want to go home so mom and dad can help me like they always do, I love them. March 19, 2013
- when I got home mom and dad weren't home so I waited in my room and they came home drunk so I locked myself in my room all night. July 15,2013

    14 years old
It's 8th grade and I'm losing friends. I dunno why though. Mom and dad became more distant. December 4,2014

     15 years old
I got to skip 9th grade so I went right into 10th grade. October 8, 2015
-life at home got bad. O started so self harm and people started bullying me in school and mom and dad started abusing me. November 10, 2015

    16 years old (now)
Depressed, stressed, bullied, ugly. No one likes me. May 9,2016

    Well that was a pretty productive night. I read through all my diaries and it's 10pm. My mom and dad should be home soon so I better go to sleep because if they see me awake I will be In trouble.
Goodnight.
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