The nightmare

Chapter 4

*Junes POV*
- Thursday morning

     Waking up to my alarm clock it horrible. This morning was even more horrible because the sound of my alarm clock woke my father up. He stomped up to my room and dragged me out of bed, kicked me in the side and yelled at me. He told me to go die, that I had nothing to live for and I'm a waste of space on this earth.

   This morning was pretty rough.. It got me thinking though. Why a, I hear anyways? I have nothing to live for. I start getting ready for the long day, already off to a bad start.

    When I arrive to school I walk to my locker and typical me, I make eye contact with someone and they come over to me and call me names. It was stressful waking up every morning just to see faces that I don't want to see anymore.

   Walking into first period was horrible cause my side hurt from my father kicking it and we were doing an activity that required moving around.

   So right now I have about 4 million spit balls on my from first period, it sucks being the only one. Alone with no one beside you. The whole world hates you, even yourself.

   It's 4th period and before I could make it to class I was stopped by a group of boys. They stopped me by pulling my hair back. One of them punched me and called me a bitch. The other one slapped me and called me a whore and the last one just spit at me. They all laughed and ran away.

    So today wasn't a good day. I ran to the bathroom and washed myself up, already late for class I walked in and everyone starred at me. I started to cry and they all laughed so I ran out the classroom.

   I don't know where I was gonna run to but I just ran. I ended up in the bathroom and that's when I heard voices, the voices in my head.
It sounded like this.

   "Her heart rate is getting higher help her! DOCTORS HELP!"

   And then that's when it hit me. It's me.

  I couldn't handle things anymore, I got up from the bathroom and ran home, I ran past security and ran. I eventually reached home after about 5 minutes of running. I burst inside of my house and I heard my parents yelling at me but I didn't care.

   I ran into the bathroom and locked the door. I grabbed a bottle of pills and took a handful then swallowed them. Soon after that I fell to the ground and the last thing I heard was a voice in my head saying

"She's moving"

Then everything went black.