Lost

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"I'm nervous Ryan." I said, as we drove to school.

"No need to be." You replied. Of course. There wasn't a reason for YOU to be nervous anyways.

"Easy for you to say." I scoffed.

"Penny, it's gonna be okay. Stop worrying." You replied, so casual.

I just sighed.

Of course it was easy for you. You were always so popular, always surrounded by people. Everyone liked you. But me, let's just say I wasn't the most liked person. I was never popular, I had just a few friends. I could tell that everyone judged me. I tried so hard to be like everyone else. Whatever I did, it didn't work. I never fit in.

It was the first day of Year 10 and I was fucking scared. It was another new school year, where I needed to try and survive and maybe make some new friends.

And there was one more thing that was worrying me.

Losing you.

You always made lots of friends. People liked you. They wanted to be with you. And I couldn't help but think that maybe one day you will choose them, over me.