As I sit there looking at the girl I love sit with one of my friends. I was mad but then I realized that I don't need a girlfriend. This may seams gross but I don't care if I turned her on. I have accepted the fact that I will never date Norma Jean. If you comment saying I'm lonely you may be right but I deal with it. I only talk to Norma Jean and Cameron. When I get home I go into my room and cry. I don't cry much but when I do cry I cry a lot. When I sit in silence as I watch Norma and Cameron talk I'm mad but happy at the same time. I was mad because I like Norma a lot but happy because my friend has someone that makes him happy. I got home ran up to my room and put a hole in the wall.
