A leaf in the wind

Abuse

You call for help,
Pleading for someone to hear you,
As once again you are hurt,
You yell louder,
As if to drown out your tears,
The new waves of pain finally subside,
Are they gone,
Did they finally get bored,
You peak through your quivering fingers,
Light attacks you eyes,
You realize they are gone,
You try to get up,
But all hurts to much,
So you lay on the floor,
Weeping,
Once again you cry out of help,
But no one hears,
You wish dearly for your Prince Charming to come around,
But he doesn't and he never will,
You stop struggling to get away from the paint and hurt,
And give into it,
You let it slide through you coursing your vains and muscles,
You let the silent song of death fill your ears,
As you let your soul out into a world,
that could be better,
But it also couldn't,
But you try to find happiness,
You gently float upwards,
You feel like you are being lifted,
Suddenly you pulled o the ankle,
You think is nothing,
You continue on floating out of that miserable place,
That caused you so much grief,
You see the light of heaven,
And smile,
You feel the pull down once again,
But this time it is strong more fierce,
Soon you are zipping back down,
You see the earth,
You hear the birds,
The sound of waves slashing apron the shore,
All you can do is gape,
It is all so beautiful,
And calm,
Still zipping around,
you finally stop above the hospital,
And are pulled down further,
Until you see your own body,
Just laying there,
You wonder why you are here you were free,
The doctors and nurses are running around frantically in your room,
Your jaw drops as you realize what they are doing,
You try to stop them pulling on there arms, legs, tools anything,
You get stucked into your body,
You wake, cough and look around,
Every one seems happy to see you,
But your not,
Because now you have to remain beaten and broken a slave to the rest of humanity.