I woke up in the morning to see Jamie watching me, hey I said awkwardly. oh, hi I was just trying to think of something to do he said awkwardly. ok... I swear he was watching me it's almost like when he told me he wasn't I felt jealous or something but why would I like some creepy guy running away from his foster family. Well I guess I'm kinda doing the same thing running away from home but -were you talking to yourself? Jamie started laughing. Of course I was sometimes I need good advice. Sometimes u make no sense to me said Jamie. And neither do you. But I like that in a girl. I started to grin as he walked out of the room and I got up to a full meal on the table. how did u get enough food to make all this I said looking suspicious. Don't ask u don't want to know. I looked at him worried that he had stolen something. I'm kidding it was in the pantry. so is this food one hundred years old or something? No! My grandpa only died two months ago he said as he crossed his arms. I was being sarcastic... Oh sorry I just- who cares lets just enjoy our food. There's something with him that's really suspicious but cute and I don't know how to explain it but I really think I like him I thought to myself. We went to the creek near the barn and it was still just as beautiful as when I came here with my mom. What's wrong? Jamie asked. Nothing it's just I used to come here with my mom just memories I guess. I started to tear up and I looked to the ground and I soon felt warm arms around me. It's ok, who knows why your mom left but I have a feeling u will find her again she does love you and you know that so maybe she's waiting for u to find her. You really think my mom is in the woods waiting for me or something I said looking at him like he was an idiot. Maybe I mean it's possible we could totally look for her. No I don't want to it's like I'm on the run I can't leave here or I could get found and get in a lot of trouble... damn life sucks. I know the feeling he said. I could tell Jamie was trying to comfort me and before I knew it he was leaning in for a kiss. I broke the kiss off after after a few seconds and started freaking out... I can't believe my mom would leave me like this I'm 16 who does she think she is too fucking shoot my dad and then just run off like a mental bitch and - Woah u really need to calm down said Jamie. I don't wanna calm down! I yelled as I fell to the ground shaking. I can't stand seeing you like this we should just go back to the barn he said as he was helping me up. I wish I never said any of that he probably thinks I'm insane and who wants to be with someone who just freaks out like that! I started laughing at myself I'm such an idiot I need to calm down Jamie's right I'm over reacting... sort of, not really. look I seriously think we should just go to bed he said. I'm sorry about today... I'm such an idiot for venting on you like that I probably made you feel really uncomfortable, I said as I crossed one arm over my chest. I love you Kate I know we barely know each other but we have some kind of connection I've never had with anyone else. I looked into his adorable green eyes and knew right away I felt the same way about him.
