One-shots

Wish I Had

A/N: So this is the boy's point of view of "Wish I Hadn't" and well yeah, hope you enjoy it!

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 "I don't think words can express your beauty

It's singing to me

How the hell did we end up like this?

You bring out the beast in me

I fell in love from the moment we kissed

Since then we've been history."

- If I'm James Dean, You're Audrey Hepburn, Sleeping With Sirens

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It was the night of February 7, 2012, when I first met you. The only reason I remembered the date, is because that day was very special to me, and I am glad I met someone like you.

It was raining that night, and it was getting boring at the library. My mom couldn't come, so I had to take her place, just for this night. That’s when you entered the library, and I peeked out from my book as you closed your eyes and inhaled the smell of the books. You were starting to walk to me, and my heart was beating fast, and I guess beautiful girls have this effect on me. You coughed awkwardly in front of me, and I looked up from my book to see you. Your hair was drenched from the rain, and even if you were all soaked up, you were still beautiful to me “Sorry to disturb you, but I came here to return this.” You said, as you grabbed a book out of your black leather satchel. I placed my book down, and grabbed the one you placed in front of me “Perks of Being a Wallflower? I haven’t read this before.” “Well you should, it’s a really great book.” You smiled, and you were about to turn away, and I knew I couldn’t lose this chance, so I called out to you “Hey, do you think we can hang out once the library closes? I often get lonely at night.” You turned back to me, and giggled, which I found pretty cute “Yeah I guess we can.” You smiled, and I grinned at you, and I probably looked creepy “Great. There’s a coffee shop near here, and I guess we can go grab some after?” you nodded and turned to walk away again. I was observing you, as you ran your fingers through the spine of the books on the shelves, and even I found this really creepy, but I couldn’t stop looking at you. After an hour, I got ready to leave, and I didn’t see you 30 minutes ago, and I thought that you left without me noticing, but when I turned, you were standing right there, and I'm pretty sure I had this shocked expression on my face “What’s wrong?” You asked me and I just shook my head “It’s nothing…um…coffee?” You nodded again. I asked you to wait for me outside, while I was getting ready. I then remembered that it was probably raining, and felt stupid for making you wait. I grabbed an umbrella, and sprinted outside, to see that it wasn’t raining anymore “Fuck.” I cursed under my breath, and all you did was giggle at me, and that somehow made me blush, which I don’t do very often.

That was the first day, and I wish I could go back to that day, to remember how I felt when I first saw you, and I guess that’s what they’d call love at first sight.

We then exchanged numbers, and I would call you every single night. I wish I still could, but after what happened between the two of us, I knew I couldn’t. You knew all my secrets, and I knew yours. We got closer and closer every single day, until eventually, I fell in love with you.

It was August 28, 2012, and I guess this was one of my favourite days. This was the day I finally told you about my feelings for you, and you did the same, but with no words needed. This was the day we shared our first kiss.