XANDER'S POV
Time check: 10:57 pm
I just got home. When I was about to enter my room, I saw my sister's room and I could hear her sobs and then I already know that she is crying. Crying in pain. Until now nasasaktan pa rin siya kapag naalala niya ying mga nangyari dati. Kahit hindi niya saken sabihin alam kong nahihirapan siya.
Ayaw ko na nakikita yung kapatid ko na nasasaktan pero ayaw ko din naman na nakikita siyang malungkot kung alam kong may magagawa naman ako para maging masaya na ulit siya.
I knocked twice on her door "Baby.. what happened? Tell me.." Ito yung tipong kailangan ko mag tanga tangahan para lang umamin siya saken kahit alam ko ying nangyayari sa kanya.
"Knoxx ang sama ko... ang sama sama ko.. ang sama kong tao.. ang sam-.." I stopped her as I caress her face to wipe her tears.
"Hindi ka masama... wala kang ginagawa na masama..." she's still crying and now I'm hugging her.
"No.. Knoxx I'm a bad person.. I'm using him.. to hurt Kenn. I'm a bad person Knoxx.." she said as I sighed.
"You didn't mean to do that.. I know baby.. pero ginawa mo pa din.. sinusubukan mo naman na mahalin siya diba?" I would say anything just to comfort my sister
"Pero Knoxx mali pa din... hindi tama yung gingawa ko.." she said
"I know it's wrong to use Rod when I'm still in love with Kenn. Alam kong mali. Maling mali ang ginagawa ko. I like Rod but at the same time I still love Kenn." She's still crying
"Shh.. everything will be just fine I promise.." I said again to comfort her
"Sabi ko sa sarili makakalimutan ko rin si Kenn, na balang araw magigising na lang ako na hindi ko na siya mahal at hindi na ako nasasaktan. Kasi si Rod na yung mahal ko. " she's still crying pero anong maggawa ko hindi ko pa naman nararanasan yung mga ganitong bagay.
"Pero bakit ganun ang hindi ko pa din siya magawang mahalin si Rod. Ang unfair ko sa kanya. Ginamit ko na nga siya pero hindi ko parin siya nagagawang mahalin." Hindi ko na alam ang gagawin ko sa kambal ko. Our parents will send her to New York once they knew this. And I can't let that happen. Ayaw na namin na maging miserable pa ulit si Alex.
Para sa kapatid ko nawala na ang lahat. She lost the one she trusts the most besides me and our dad. She completely lost her self just because of him. And I can't stand it. Hindi ko kaya, pero hindi dahil sa kakambal ko siya kaya nararamdaman ko yun. Kundi dahil lahat ng nawala sa kanya nawala rin saken. I lost my best friend and my sister.
ALEXA'S POV
"Why don't you just try to hear him out? Maybe this would make everything okay.. alam ko na yung totoong nangyari dati. Set up lang lahat ng yun. Try to talk to him baby.." Knoxx said as I cried harder
Bakit kailangan mangayri lahat ng to?
HOW CAN I UNLOVE YOU?
"Just give me some time Knoxx. I know that soon it'll be all fine again..." Sinabi ko ito habang pinupunasan ni Knoxx ang luha ko
" You'll talk to him?" He gave me a smile
" I'll try... maybe..." gusto ko munang mag pahinga pero sa bawat pag pikit ng aking mga mata siya ang nakikita ko.
BINABASA MO ANG
Until She Was Gone
Roman pour AdolescentsThis love story talks about two persons who bacame the best of friends. But then suddenly one of them fell in love. Is this the end of their friendship? Or is it just the begining of their new story? Will they be able to hold on to their promise f...
