I don't deserve a lot. Carol, Sophia, Rachel, Rebecca, Hannah, most of all Bri.
Bri thinks I bring her down. Well why wouldn't I? All my life my mother has brought me down. I hate that I bring Bri down, she doesn't deserve it.
She was my best friend, but now she hates me like I hate you. It's your fault, mother. It's your fault that I bring down one of the most important people in my life. It's your fault that I'm a bitch. I hurt those close to me so they cant hurt me. But it back fires. Bri doesn't want to be my Friend anymore.
Can i blame her?
I wouldn't want to be my friend either. I'm hateful, mean, bitchy, and I bring people down.
I try not to. but look at me. its in my genes to be a complete bitch. to prey on others faults, bring them to bay, and hurt everyone around me.
