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Should I ..........

The Nerd

Today I was driving my car luckily my parents weren't home yesterday to see my car missing . I Quickly walked to my locker to my sister and her Crew soon as I came by they all laughed I looked down , I guess my Converse Baggy jeans and Sweaters don't fit well. "Ewww Kacy your ugly ass need a make over " Zonnique said I opened my locker ignoring them . Bahja slammed the Locker "Hello Ugly were talking to you " Bahja said I didn't say anything Zonnique pushed me against my locker chocking me everyone crowded around "Listen here you ugly fucking nerd when I speak and want a reply you understood ?"Zonnique said "U-und-derstood" I coughed trying to breath , she let go of me and I started coughing "IT'S SAD KACY you have money and you decide to look so fucking ugly your pathetic and I can't believe your my sister your just kill yourself already "Kalina said and I slipped from my eyes I quickly ran to the girls bathroom . That hurts my only sister doesn't even like me cause I'm not apart of her 'Image' , I ran into the stall and I closed the toilet top and I grabbed my Bestfriend my razor and I sliced and sliced . The pain felt so damn good the blood dripping from my arm onto the floor made me so happy the late bell ringed and I quickly bandaged my cuts and pulled my sleeve down . My cleaned the blood on the floor and I washed my hands my eyes were red and puffy but nobody cared , I grabbed my bag and ran off to English class . UGGH I had that class with Rayan Chresantho my sister and her clique and Jacob which isn't going to be here for a week , I slowly walked to the office for my late pass . When I got into the class everyone stared at me "Kacy why are you late are you okay ?" Ms. Jolie asked she was my favorite teacher "Everything is fine I was looking for my note book " I said she squinted her eyes she knew something was wrong with me "Have you seen Jacob Perez you and him were out yesterday ?" she asked "Yeah I went to the hospital with him Some Boys Beat him up he's gonna be out for a week " I said everyone stared laughing "KACY DATES THE POOR ONE " Rayan loud ass mouth screamed everyone laughed "That's Enough it's project time I'm paring you up now Kacy and Jacob Rayan and Zonnique Kalina and Chresantho Daniel and Bahja" she said i stopped listening now that these ass holes will be in my house even more the project was about Society bullying and Government of course I was picking the bullying one . Class was finally over and Ms. Jolie stopped me Ms Jolie is a Mexican and black teacher she's shorter then me and looks about our age but she's in he early 20s "Kacy I know what happened and I know who did it to Jacob so I want you to take his work to him I got all the teachers to give you the work here's your work and his work have in done by friday " Ms. Jolie said I nodded "If you need anything you have my cell phone number and my email if you wanna talk I'm always here" She said I hugged Ms.Jolie I swear she was like a mother to me

School ended quickly and I avoided Kalina and her Crew. I drove to Jacob Apartment to give him his work and I brung so Mc . Donald's cause I'm a nice person , Jacob lived in the same building I Lived in a very small Apartment it was a 2 bedroom. I knocked on the door and I waited , Jacob opened the door he only had a towel on im not going to lie i find jacob cute but he was super skinny he had a cute face his acne was not bad like mine it was only his chin and cheek that had very little Acne. He Step to the side to let me in "Ill be back " He said I sat in the living room on the green Mint Green Couch I was looking around I seem pictures of Jacob as a kid he was so adorable in his super man costume . I looked at the coffee table to see a green note book it said journal on it , it had lots of peace signs and Nirvana stickers along with the misfits . I opened it up and I flipped threw the pages it was drawings, poems , Lyrics . I skipped more and more threw the pages and I seen my name of course I had to Read

KACY. 3/1

Kacy Jackson the Nerd of Bently high

I knew Kacy since Middle School she's incredibly smart . Her Sister Kalina Is a Bitch she Bothers Kacy I seen Kacy run into the girls bathroom alot , but I was always scared to go In. Her saving my Life made me regret not going into the bathroom but what if she's only being nice because I'm Poor? I only had friends I'm Elementary believe it or not Rayan , Chresantho , and Daniel were my Bestfriends . At the time my mom was working and we weren't "Poor" I was actually a happy child I just never had a father which I still don't know about , when middle school came Mom lost her Job at a local Clothing store . That's when everything bad started happening all through out middle school my mother couldn't find a job and I had to wear the same clothes UNTIL I GREW OUT OF THEM . It sucked my 'Best Friends' they turned on me and became popular everyone teased me and it hurt come time 8th grade I had a sleeve full of razor cuts and I starved my self . I was depressed not only that I always had A.D.D or A.D.H.D as some call it but how can I trust Kacy ? K-"HEY WHAT ARE YOU DOING" Jacob yelled "Im sorry I ju-"you what your gonna use everything against me you just like Kalina Rayan Daniel and Chresantho !" Jacob screamed he got so angry he punched the wall he was starting to scare me and me being a pussy I started crying I sat in a corner and I put my head down He was calling me all types if names . "Kacy Get out " He said "Bu-"But what forget the project just get out !" Jacob screamed "You Know what Jacob I'm tired of you screaming at me YOU Fucking listen to me Jacob I am not like Kalina you think I would actually help you if I was like those bastards ? Your crazy were going to do this project whether you like it or not !" I screamed back by now I was in his Face "Im sorry I have a anger issue " Jacob said lowly putting his head down He's one crazy person . I wiped the wet tears on my face and I wiped my glasses , I grabbed my laptop and I handed Jacob the Mc Donald's Bag . "I can't eat this " Jacob said "Why ?" I asked " I don't eat " Jacob said explains why I can see his rib cage "You have to eat " I said "Why should I ? they are going to make fun of me " Jacob said for the next 2 hours I forced Jacob to eat which I got him to do and he ate like a beast . I helped him with his hand 😒 we didn't get anything done he's such a difficult person I put the key in my car and I drove out if Compton into a little traffic , I couldn't help but feel bad for Jacob I seen the rent due on the sticker 😔 . Should I Help him ?

I arrived home and I was exhausted I took my glasses off and put my hair in a bun before walking into my home which was full of laughter . I followed the laughs all the way to the living room it got really quite "Kacy ?" Kalina said "Yes Kalina " I said Bahja Zonnique ,Daniel , Rayan , and Chresantho were all here. Great how can this day get any better "Where's your glasses ? " She said shocked " Shut up " I said leaving the living room to go to my room quickly LOCKING THE DOOR BEHIND ME I took a hot shower before getting dressed in my crop top revealing my belly alot and my basket ball shorts and Jordan's , I was gonna do some kick boxing to relieve some stress . I put my hair in a bun slipped my contacts on and grabbed my Gatorade fruit punch my favorite and I headed to the gym downstairs. But I had bump into Kalina and her gang on my way to the kitchen "You should dress like this more often " Bahja said "What like a thot ?" I said "Ooooooh" "Listen bitch don't get fucked up in your home I will beat your ass " Zonnique said "Oh Okay " I said grabbing my Fiber one chocolate bar Zonnique pushed me and I fell to the floor dropping everything I had in my hand on the floor

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