Número Uno. (A Fernando Torres love story)

Chapter 5: Questions Confusion Love.

WHY?

Why did Fernando Torres have to say something like that to a girl who he was praising to the high heavens a few minutes before he came out with the whole "I drank too much" bombshell. It's almost as if he's leading me on, saying all these nice things to me but he's really lying to my face and to himself. Why is he doing this to me? No one knows I have feelings for him and I don't intend on telling him after that. It has knocked my confidence. I'm just sick of hearing the two words: "I'm sorry". I've only known him what? 3/4 days and he's hurt me so many times already. A tear escaped my eye and rolled down my face. I guess he is that stereotypical footballer with the 'Womaniser' label hanging over his head.

"Why did you storm out like that?" Fernando asked walking into the kitchen fully dressed.

I sighed. "Think about what you said to me Nando, just think about it. It came across very offensive."

"How, I didn't mean it in a bad way?"

"How?" I laughed. "You basically said 'you aren't up to my expectations' Fernando"

"You see, that's where you are wrong. I meant I didn't mean to hurt your feelings as you would've never kissed me, that is what I meant Lauryn. Look, I can't be bothered with you twisting what I'm saying as it makes me look bad and makes me feel bad also." Fernando's eyes filled with tears and stood there making me feel guilty.

My mouth dropped. "I'm so sorry Nando"

"No you aren't. " Fernando said. "I'm going. I can't be bothered with you Lauryn, complete waste of my time"

I burst into tears and Fernando just stood there, I don't blame him, I'm a bitch.

"I'm going Lauryn" Fernando mumbled with tears falling down his face as well. What have I done?

"I love you" I cried.

"No you don't, don't lie to yourself"

I shook my head at him. "Just go then Nando, you don't believe anything I say do you? I'm sorry I misunderstood you but it certainly sounded like you didn't want to kiss me at all, truth hurts I know that."

He turned his back, grabbed his bag and left the house. I have just spoilt a possible relationship, it seems impossible but I have feelings for Fernando even though I have only known him personally for a few days now. I don't care, there is something there- well, should I say was.

*Fernando Torres' POV*

I really have just walked out on a girl that I love. Why did I just leave her like that? Why did I have to be such a coward and not own up to my mistakes? I have just fallen out with a girl who probably won't speak to me again. I have to admit I worded it wrong and it wasn't supposed to offend her at all, she's beautiful but she's so sensitive.