Part 3 - Why am i dreaming this?

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Today is saturday so there is no school i woke up at 1:30pm after a long partying night, i just can't forget that me and harry were about to kiss omg, i really feel like i'm the worst girlfriend ever i feel so bad for Jan, he texted me last night and today but i just ignored it he also called me but i didn't answer.
I'm alone at home my parents are coming back monday so i have nothing to do.
I just decided to eat dinner and watch a movie.
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I was sitting on the couch before i heard the doorbell ringing, who is here?!
I walked to the door and opened it to see Jan standing in front of me i smiled at him and opened the door completely allowing him to enter, i then hugged him and said "i miss you babe" he smiled after we pulled away from the hug.
"I miss you too" he said after that.
"Come join me i was watching a movie" i said to him, because i really like to watch movies with Jan.
"Okay" he said, then walked to the living room and sat on the couch, i sat beside him and rested my head on his shoulder while his arm was wrapped around me.
"Lex" he said.
"Yeah?"
"Why were you ignoring my calls and massages?" He asked me, omg what should i answer
"Uhhh i was a little bit tired from last night and yeah" i answered.
"That's all?" He asked.
"Yes" i answered him.
We stayed like this in silence, in an awkward silence till the movie ended after the movie ended i went to the bathroom.
When i returned back from the bathroom i saw my phone in Jan's hand.
When he noticed my presence he looked up at me.
"Why is harry apologizing?" He asked, fuck i feel bad for lying to Jan but i can't just tell him the truth.
"Umm uhhh i-i think because he dropped his juice on my dress last night yeah, he dropped it" i said looking like an completely idiot.
"Are you sure Lexi?" He looked at me.
"Yeah sure, sure why?" I answered.
"Because you're nervous" he said and then raised his eyebrow.
"I'm not nervous, want something to eat?" I said trying to change the subject.
"No actually i want to drink a juice, you have some?" He said.
"Umm yeah sure wait a minute" i said then turned my back and walked to the kitchen to put some juice for Jan.
When i handed Jan his juice i sat beside him.
"I'm bored" i told Jan.
"Yes me too, wanna go out to a café or something?" He asked me.
"Yeah sure but wait a minute until i bring my bag" i told him before i went upstairs and brought my bag.
After that we went to a café drunk some hot-chocolate and now we are walking in a park it's actually very good tonight the weather is great with a warm breeze i actually really like it here, walking hand in hand with my awesome boyfriend and talking about everythings.
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I'm now at home preparing myself to sleep i made my routine and after that i cuddled in my blankets and felt into the darkness.
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"Come on babe we are late at our class" harry said before kissing me.
"Yeah lets go" i said then grabbed harry's hand and entwined our fingers, after that we walked to the class in our way we saw Jan he looked sad.
"Hey looser" harry said.
I laughed and said "yeah big looser" then continued to walk, we reached to the class and sat beside each other.
"Hey lovebirds" Zayn said before he sat behind us.
"Hey Zayn" harry said.
I looked at harry then kissed his cheek "you're so sweet babe" i told him.
"Yeah, i know you always tell me that" he responded.
"I can't believe this harry how can you do this to me" Candy said while crying in front if us.
"I love Lexi and she is my girlfriend what do want from us?" Harry snapped.
"I want you Harry, you" she answered and i laughed "really?" I asked her.
"You shut up" she said.
"excuse me what did you say?" I asked her anger filling my voice.
"I said-"
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"Beeep beeep beeeep beeeep" i woke by my alarm beeping, wait a moment that was just a dream OMG, what am i thinking about? why am i thinking this way? It sounds so wrong. But, feels so good.
I put my face in my hands trying to clear my thoughts but no use of this.
I walked to the bathroom and washed my face brushed my teeth and put some light makeup after that i remembered that Crizma was mad at me so i decided to call her and apologize.
**************the phone call **************
Crizma: hello.
Me: hey.
Crizma: how are you?
Me: fine, what about you?
Crizma; i'm good.
Me: listen Crizma i'm really sorry for what happened in the party i was just shocked and-
Crizma: it's okay i already forgot about it.
Me: you forgive me?
Crizma: yes.
Me: really thanks girl!
Crizma: got any plans today?
Me: no.
Crizma: me and the girls are going to dinner wanna come?
Me: of course what time?
Crizma: at 4:30.
Me: the same restaurant?
Crizma: yesss.
Me: okay then goodbye.
Crizma: bye.
**********end of the phone call***********
I walked to my closet to wear my clothes, i then listened to some music and watched some TV so  it was already 4:20 so i decided to go, because the car ride is about 10 minutes because of the traffic.
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I was now sitting with the girls on the table and eating we were talking about a lot of things.
"Ughh the weekend is already gone, and tomorrow is school i hate how fast the weekend ends" Avery said.
"Yes you're right avery" Kayle said.
"I'm really excited tomorrow i'm going to show my volcano project to mr.blue" Rani said.
"You mean mr.pink" Crizma said.
"Yeah whatever" Rani responded and after that we all started to laugh.
Heeey everybody hope you enjoy the story so far i'm really excited even if i have really little views and comment.
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💋LEXI💋 XOXO

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