Part 12 - Lost him forever

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I went home and continued my day crying after the love of my life that broke my heart.
I cried till i slept.
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I opened my eyes when i heard my alarm i got up and went to the bathroom that's when i saw the horror movie in the mirror i look like death in a holiday i'm scary, puffy eyes red cheeks my hair all over my face a line of mascara on my cheeks i look literally terrible.
I started to fix myself put new makeup and brushed my Hair then wore black skinny jeans and a loose white t-shirt that is actually harry's.
I walked to my car without even eating anything then drove down the street to my school.
It was like normal my friends sitting together and the boys group together except harry, because i'm ashamed to talk to anyone i just walked to the backyard and sat on the grass thinking about how can me and Harry be together again because i forgive him but now i don't know if he will forgive me.
"LEXI" I heard someone shout, when i looked back i saw Chris running toward me then sat next to me he looked at me sadly i think he feels bad for me.
"I was looking for you from half an hour" he said.
"Why?" I asked.
"Because there is something important that you should know but first i want you to calm down and take a breath okay?" He said.
"What is it? What happened?" I asked confused is it bad?
"It's about Harry if you're wondering" he said, i then looked at him telling him to continue.
"He how can i tell you he changed school he travelled out of town" he said and now i'm in fully shock.
"WHAT" i shouted then cried my heart out "WHY" i'm shocked i can't accept Harry i lost him forever.
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"And that was mine and harry's story" i said as i finished  telling the story to my little cousin that is 15 years old, she looked at me with a smile.
"Then have you ever seen him after that?" She asked. I looked at her with a sad smile.
"No"
"That means that you haven't seen him from-" she started but i cut her off and said "5 years"
I really miss him now that i remembered our story and all the things that we've been through together i wonder what he is like now? what is he doing? what is he working? does he still remember me?
A lot of questions are in my mind.
"Do you miss him?" She asked.
"Yes i miss him so much" i said.
I'm now 23 years i ended college this year my dad opened a company for me i'm an engineer and that my father is millionaire he thought that i should work to be a strong woman and to have a bright future.
Tomorrow i'm traveling to LA i'm going to live there because there is my company and i'm excited to see how it will work it's really exciting.
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"Bye dad" i said then hugged my dad we are now in the airport.
"Bye mom" i told her and did the same to Alex.
"I'll miss you all so much"
"Yes we'll too" my mom said.
I walked and then sat on my seat in the plane.
After telling my cousin that story i can't just get him out of my mind if you were wondering if i was with someone after him let me tell you yes i was with Chris he really supported me after Harry and we became close friends he was so nice and thing and after that he asked me to be his girlfriend and i said yes so we became together we broke up because we were at our senior year so we both needed to travel somewhere to college and we can't make long distance relationships we are still friends and we talk he is now a doctor he is still in college i finished before him because the engineers study less years so yeah that's it i don't know anything about the boys but i know about Crizma and Avery Rani and Kayle don't talk with us anymore.
Crizma and Zayn are now engaged they came together after Aseel was Zayn's girlfriend she got him trouble and he already liked Crizma so yeah Avery is still with Niall they now live together in Ireland that was the last thing that i heard about them.
Now i don't speak to anyone except Chris.
Also i tried a lot to find Harry at all the social media and even in the real life but no one knew where he was sadly.
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We arrived to LA it's really a beautiful city, i'm really tired now and i need to rest i'm going to a hotel before my house will be ready to stay in.
Hi guys short chapter here sorry but the next chapter will be long as usual hope you like how the story is going a lot of thing changed and btw this is the chapter that i was waiting to write.
💋LEXI💋 XOXO

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