GUYS I AM SO SORRY FOR NOT UPDATING IN FOREVER!!!!! I'VE BEEN IN SCHOOL AND HAVE HAD 5 HOURS OF HOMEWORK SINCE DAY 1! FROM NOW ON, THERE WILL BE A POST EVERY FRIDAY NAD SOMETIMES DURING THE WEEK SINCE SCHOOL STATED! K THX! THIS ONE'S LONG AS I PROMISED! ~JULIA
*Julia's POV*
I looked at Mikey with a blank face. Cameron was in a coma. No, he couldn't be. I walked over to Cameron and tried to wake him up.
Me: Cameron. Cameron. Wakey wakey.
No responce.
Me: Ummm, Cameron.... Cameron.....CAM!
At that moment I fell to my knees and began to sob. This was all my brothers fault. I wish I didn;t have a brother. Then again, this is my fault. It's my fault for leaving the door unlocked. It's my fault Charlie hurt the boys. It;s my fault that cameron is in a fucking coma!!!!!!! Mikey slowly got up and came next to me.
Mikey: Julia, don't cry.
Me Butit's my fault! That my boyfriend is on the fucking road to die!
Mikey: NO. IT. IS. NOT.
Me: THIS IS FUCKED UP! AND IT'S ALL BECAUSEI LEFT THE FUCKING DORR OPEN! IF I HADENN'T, MAYBE CAMERON WOULD BE AWAKE1 MAYBE WE WOULDN'T HAVE BEEN IN THIS HOSPITAL. MAYBE I WOULDN'T WANT TO KILL MYSELF!!!!
All of a sudfden a doctor came in.
Doctor: Is everything alright? I heard someone said they want to kill themselves.
Mikey: No, everything is not fine! She thins it is her fault Cameron is in a coma!
Doctor: No it is not sweety! It's that nut job of a man's fault.
Me: Yes, the man who came into my dorm becuase it was unlocked. And why did he get in, because I left it unlocked! This is all my fault.
Doctor: I think you need to go home and get some rest. The other 3 boys are free to go, so you should go with them.
Me: Okay.
Mikey: Go to your dorm, and the boys will take care of you. I get out in 4 days. Come back tomarrow.
Me: Okay.
And with that I left and went home.
*Cameron's POV*
I'm lying down and I don't know what's going on. All i can her is Julia screaming my name.
Julia: Cameron. Cameron. Wakey wakey. Ummm, Cameron.... Cameron.....CAM!
I tired to open my eyes, but they wouldn't budge. C'mon work! But I'm so tiard. Maybe I'll just rest here for a minute. I could hear Julia sobbing and Mikey was right next to her. What?
Mikey: Julia, don't cry.
Julia: But it's my fault! That my boyfriend is on the fucking road to die!
Mikey: NO. IT. IS. NOT.
Mikey's right. This isn't her fault. Oh, I hope she doesn't want to kill herself.
Julia: THIS IS FUCKED UP! AND IT'S ALL BECAUSEI LEFT THE FUCKING DORR OPEN! IF I HADENN'T, MAYBE CAMERON WOULD BE AWAKE1 MAYBE WE WOULDN'T HAVE BEEN IN THIS HOSPITAL. MAYBE I WOULDN'T WANT TO KILL MYSELF!!!!
I heard a farmiliar voice come in. It was my doctor!
Doctor: Is everything alright? I heard someone said they want to kill themselves.
Mikey: No, everything is not fine! She thinks it is her fault Cameron is in a coma!
Doctor: No it is not sweety! It's that nut job of a man's fault.
Julia: Yes, the man who came into my dorm becuase it was unlocked. And why did he get in, because I left it unlocked! This is all my fault.
Doctor: I think you need to go home and get some rest. The other 3 boys are free to go, so you should go with them.
Julia: Okay.
Mikey: Go to your dorm, and the boys will take care of you. I get out in 4 days. Come back tomarrow.
Julia: Okay.
At that moment, I heard nothing more.
*Julia's POV*
I got on the subway and me, Louis, Madison, and Jason got on. When we got off, we all walked to my room.
Me: I'm just gonna go use the bathroom.
Boys: Kk
I walked into the bathroom and closed the door behind me. I dug thorught the drawer and pulled out my super sharp nail filer. I began to slowly cut my arms. It hurt like shit, but I don't care, the pain made me feel better. I felt like I deserved the pain becuase of all the pain I am causeing Cameron. I washed the blood away, and walked into the living room.
Madison: You okay?
Me: yeah.
Jason: Wanna watch a movie.
Me: Fine
Lous: Mean girls?
Me: You hate that stuff.
Louis: I know, but if it makes ou feel better, then I would watch it a millon times to make you happy.
Me: Awe, I HAVE A BOYFRIEND.
Louis: Not for long (he said under his brath so Julia couldn't hear)
We all sat down an began to watch the movie under the lage blanket. Jason on my left, Madison on my right, and Louis on Madison's left. My arms were getting warm so I slipped them out from the covers. Then, Jason frantically picked up my arms.
Jason: What the fuck are these.
Me: Nothing!
Jason: Nothing! You friggen cut yourself.
Me: No I didn't!
Jason: Really ,then hwat are these.
Me: Dance injuries,.
Now I know he knew I was lieing.
Jsson: Why!
Me: Because...
Before I could finish my sentence my phone went off. I went and grabbed it.
Me: Hello?
Peroson: Julia.
Me: Yes?
Person: Cameron is..........
