Why can't I be normal? I wanna be able to not force myself to smile. I wanna not be able to get asked about my scars and say idk. What's the point. In living when we're already gunna die. "It's all just a slow suicide" right? So why am I here oh I'm "so important" Then how come I can't get you to stop something you made me stop? How come I can't get you to be happy when you make me happy? How come why the fuck am I here if you can stop me from suicide attempts and I can't even do that?
