Run Away

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"Get the fuck out of your room you bitch! Pack your shit and get out of my house and leave this fucking family!"

My lovely mother yelled as she threw a punch at my cheek. With the impact, i fell to the ground and let out a cry of pain as she continued to beat the living shit out of me. You see, my mother wasn't always like this. Before my father died of end stage brain and lung cancer, she was the best mom anyone could ask for. She baked brownies, had parties and let me do stuff other parents wouldn't dream of letting their kids do. But, ever since he passed when i was 8, she blamed me for his death. She became a drug addict, a prostitute for extra money, and an alcoholic. That's when i started self harming. I tried committing suicide more times then i could count. I stopped counting at 6. Mother always told me that she would change her ways that she would me the mom she was before dad died. But that never happened.

After the worst beating yet, i rushed upstairs to my room and started packing. Grabbing shirts, pants, bras, panties, socks, tampons, shoes, computer, camera, a couple blankets, all chargers, phone and headphones, the candy i had stashed under my bed along with $25,000 i stole from my mother, monster(energy drink), and a photo of me and my dad on my birthday and the husky puppy stuffed animal pillow pet. I also grabbed my bathroom shit and my piercing rings, gauges, first aid kit, inhaler, medication, and my blades. I shoved it all in a suitcase and slung my backpack filled with snacks over my shoulders with major pain in my ribs. I grabbed my suitcase and rushed out the door avoiding my mother at all costs and ran onto the sidewalk and ran till i couldn't run anymore. I managed to get to an abandoned park. I walked up a set of stairs to under the weird shaped top that protect little kids from the sun. i placed my suitcase down next to the exit to one of the slides the and took out the blankets and set down the pillow to make a makeshift sleeping area. I put my head down to get comfortable as the wind blew. I snuggled in more and felt my eyes close to the throbbing pain all over my body.

 I snuggled in more and felt my eyes close to the throbbing pain all over my body

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