*ring ring* it was a rainy morning and my alarm clock sounded. I got out of bed and went to take a shower. I turned on my music and started to sing. I got out of the shower and put my clothes on. The shower was nice and warm. Time to pack and head out. My family and I are going camping. It's going to be me, my dad, my mom, my sister and my brother. I'm the youngest i'm 15 and my name is Alea. My dads name is Mark he's 37, my moms name is Stacey and she's 36 but she says she's "27" lol. My sisters name is Rose she's 16, my brothers name is Jayden and he's 18. Today we are hitting the road and going to this beautiful lake in California. That's going to be 20 hours in an RV with my family... (My family hates me). This trip is going to be the death of me but when we get to the lake i'm free. I love the outdoors it's like you feel free and you can just breath and relax and don't really have to worry about everything. As I am finishing packing. "Time to go are you ready?" ~mom. "Yes i'm coming"~me. I was walking down the stairs with all my stuff and here comes my brother and he pushes me down the stairs. " ow what the heck Jayden"~me. " haha sorry.. well not really now hurry up we need to get on the road"~ Jayden. We all got in the RV and we started driving, 20 hours till we get there and it's 8:00.
I'm laying in the bed and looking out the window and I was just thinking how nice and beautiful it is out there. I can't wait to go camping. I hope it's fun. I start to read. I am reading Insurgent I think it's an amazing book that you guys should read it. It is now 9:00.. Wow I have been reading for an hour that's crazy. I hate reading so I don't know why I was reading in the first place. I lie my head down on the bed and I started to doze off... I fell asleep.... "ALEAAAAAAA"~Rose. "WHAT THE HELL ROSE"~me. "it's time to eat"~ Rose. We ate pb&j. I have been sleeping for 3 hours so it's 12:00 and 16 more hours to go. As we eat our family plays Uno. If you are wondering who is driving the RV it is our butler. Yes we are rich but honestly I don't like it because mostly rich people are rude and think they know it all and only care about money. Well that's my family at least but not me. I like to help other people and I could care less if I had money or not.
My family hates me because i'm not like them and i'm emo. The thing about my mom is she wont let me wear what I want and she makes me wear dresses and skirts and stuff, I hate wearing that stuff I don't know why. when I was done eating I went to go lay down. I got up to get a drink and while I was pouring the water into the cup my brother comes behind me and pours milk on me. " WHAT THE FUCK WAS THAT FOR"~me. " I fell I didn't mean to"~ Jayden. " I know you did this on purpose i'm not stupid"~me. " You are stupid"~Jayden. I walked away from him and headed to the shower. I started to sing because why not. Lets just say I got into my feelings and I kinda wanted to kill myself and I took the razer and I took the blade out and I took it to my wrists. I was ashamed of myself after. I got out of the shower and went to sleep....
* (nightmare) I was trapped in this small box and I was just standing there. All the sudden I was pulled into the ground... I'm in water.. how is this possible? I was drowning I tried to swim up but I didn't know which way that was. I couldn't breath... I was dying... I passed out. I'm on a beach.. how did I get here.. I was coughing up water. I looked around there was no one there...* Then I woke up.
It's 3:00 sooo 13 hours to go. This trip is taking forever. This family is driving me crazy. I'm probably going to die before we even get there. Why do I have to be in this family I mean they don't like me anyway, maybe I should just run away...
