My Heart Belongs To You (Ichigo x reader)

Was it Really Revenge? Or Just to Find Peace?

(Y/N) POV

I continued walking thru the park having my guard up just in case a hollow could come. I the looked at the Ichigo and the others and wonder how can they act so calm and have no thought about a hollow coming at any moment. 'How can they not think about what may happen if a hollow pops out right in front of them?' I let out a sigh and then looked up at the sky seeing that the stars are starting to come out one by one. I then notice that not a lot of people are out today but I didn't care about it that much. I then stopped and continued to look at the sky enjoying it not knowing that I didn't have my guard up for once. 'So this is what it feels like to not have your guard up? Wow it feels relaxing for once.' I closed my eyes and enjoyed the moment. "(Y/N)!" 'Is someone calling me?' "... watch out!" 'what? Watch out from what?' I opened my eyes and saw a hollow running at me at full speed. My eyes widen and then I jumped up and dodged the hollows attack. I then landed behind it breathing a bit uneven but then calmed down. I then started to wonder what would have happened if I didn't move but then again I didn't let that effect me that much. My twin katanas came out and I got them in both of my hands. "Okay you messed with the wro-" I then stopped in shocked when I saw the same hollow that killed my parents. I gripped onto my katanas really tight in rage. "No, you're suppose to be dead." I looked at the hollow with complete rage and didn't take off my sight from it.

I then heard the hollow laughed creepily and that made me more mad. "Oh isn't it the little girly who wanted to kill me but didn't. By the way your parents didn't taste as good as they smelled." I then gripped my katanas even harder if it was even possible. '(Y/N) don't listen to him. Don't you dare go to his level of stupidity.' I heard Hikari said to me in my mind. 'Sorry but this is my only chance that I could finally kill someone who killed my family and this is for the best. Kuraidesu I need you. Now!' I said in my thoughts and felt her power rushing into me. 'If this helps you then I'll do what you say.' I heard her said. "Finally, I can kill you once and for all you murderer!" I then changed from my regular clothes to my clothes that I use when Kuraidesu lends me her powers. I then cracked my neck and let out a sigh. "Now it's really your time to die completely." I only had Kuraidesu's sword out only and glide my fingers across the blade. "Let's see how you can put up a fight with a demon." I flashed step right in front of the hollow and slashed downwards. When I was about to stick him, he flashed and came behind me and was about to smack me. I let out a smirk and turned around and cut his hand. "Ugh!" I let out a laugh that sounded scary for some reason but I didn't mind at all. "So do you think that you can kill me now?! Haha!"

I flash stepped right behind him and plan to cut off his head but I want him to suffer slowly. I cut off his arm and one of his legs. I then started to laugh again as I was cutting his limbs off. I then finally flashed step right above him. "This is what you get for killing my parents you monster!" I came down right above him and sliced him down the middle. The hollow finally disappeared and I landed down gently on the ground. I then went back into my normal form and my back was facing to Ichigo and the others. I felt there uneasiness so I decided to start walking away. "I'm sorry that you guys have to see that." I said softly and started run somewhere that I can be alone. I then felt tears slowly coming down my face but I ignored it and continued running. 'Now they're going to think that I'm really a monster.' I then made sure that my spiritual pressure was not present at all so it lens that I am "gone". 

I continued running away from what I thought was going to be the final time that I can have people that were like me understand my abilities but maybe not my pain. I went into a forest that not a lot of people go to since it was sorta abandon and carry some memories of my family as well. "Why? Why is my life so difficult?!" I said and climbed up a tree not caring for all of the cuts and scratches that I'm getting to climb up there. I finally reached to the top and the day was slowly turning into night. As I sat there, I continued to rethink what had happened earlier and how I should have listen to Hikari. "Guys can you please come out? I need to vent shit out as soon as possible." I said while I pulled my knees to my chest and placed my head on it.