cry...

He Can Forget But I Can't

Year after year I loved him.
How stupid of me.
Year after year of hurt.
Year after year false hope.
We tryed dating.
That didn't work out.
We tryed being friends.
That just hurt others.
Now we try to forget but that just hurts me.
I'm not the type of person who just leaves.
He might be able to throw away three years of us, but I can't.
It hurts.
I don't love him anymore but in some way I can't stop myself from hurting when my friends mention his name.
Why is it that in one day what was support to last forever ended so suddenly.
Best friends till the end he said sitting on my porch. Forever being there for each other but now he's no longer here.
I held up my side of the deal...his turn.
My heads all over the place.
Part of me wants this over.
But others wants to convince him. To tell my side of the story.
But even if he reads this he won't care. Because he's better off without the person who's always been behind him.
He doesn't need me.
I guess that's fine.
Ill still be here behind him like every other time.
He may not even care what I do but he should know that even if he wants to block me out I will care for him. I will protect him from a fair like before.
That will never change.
He may have forgotten me but I sure haven't forgot about him.