I woke up and the sun has barely risen, it has to be like 5 AM. I checked my phone and i was technically correct; 4:38 AM. I look to my side and smile at the sight of Matthew peacefully sleeping with his cover covering his bare chest. Matthew and i finally had sex and it was amazing how he made me feel, i wouldnt want anyone else to take my virginity than him. I definitely do not regret it at all.
He stirred in his sleep but didn't wake up. We have school today and i need to get home to take a hot bath to sooth out my muscles because they are really sore and i dont want to waddle around school.
I bent over to the side Matthew was on and left a kiss on his lips. "is it time to get up?" he mumbled not opening his eyes. "no, keep sleeping i have to get home" i answered. "is everything okay?", "everything's fine, i'll see you at school i love you" i told him. "i love you more"
That's definitely not possible.
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My muscles were soothing in the hot bubble bath i was in as my calm music played and my eyes closed. It felt really good to just relax, i havent done it in a while.
I got a text that interrupted my music for a second and i reached to get my phone. Dont worry i have a waterproof case.
imessage ; Matthew (private)
Matthew //- Goodmorning baby how are you feeling?
lana //- i feel great i'm just chilling in a hot bubble bath haha
Matthew //- can i join? 😉
lana //- hurry up 😏 jk im getting out soon i've been in here for an hour and a half
Matthew //- your skin is going to melt......and Saturday dont make plans because i've made plans for us (involves the mall)
lana //- oooooh fancy 😛 gtg babe love ya
Matthew //- 😉😉😉😉 love you
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imessage; Shawn (private)
lana //- shawnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnn
Shawn //- lanaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa
lana //- are u still mad @ me?
Shawn //- i guess not
lana //- IM SORRY you know ilysm & i dont regret it, i just hated that Matt was ignoring me
Shawn //- ok
lana //- ☹️☹️
Shawn //- ❤️❤️
lana //- 😌😌
Shawn //- 😀😀
lana //- 😃😃
Shawn //- see you at school 😙😙
lana //- 😴😴
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i dressed in pink loose laced shorts and a white t-shirt that had different cameras on it with a denim jacket over it along with my white low-top converse.
It was only 8 and school starts at ten so i'd probably take Liane and Kate and Ethan to school. Kate and Ethan usually ride a bus or my mom takes them but who knows what my mom is doing right now, she hasnt been out of her room long enough to talk to her children. And David hasnt been back ever since that day i told him to leave which was on Saturday.
After waiting for Kate, Liane, and Ethan they finally came downstairs. "And heres my favorite sister who drives me any and everywhere" Kate said getting close to me and showing me on Camera on snapchat. "really?" i laughed. "You're so dumb Kate" Ethan said. "shut up, you're the dumb one getting girls pregnant and shit" she snapped at him. "woah wait, what?" i said. "Damn it Kate you cant keep anything quiet" Ethan yelled. "stop using bad words" Liane said. "fuck you" Ethan told her and walked out of the house. "someone's moody" Kate laughed. "Kate that's not funny" i told her.
Kate and Liane followed me outside. Ethan was in the front seat of my car and the girls got in the back.
I got in and looked at Ethan. "you got someone pregnant?" i asked. "its none of your business" he spat. "hey calm down, i'm your sister you can talk to me" i told him. He sighed and said "her name is Taylor, we were messing around, she has a boyfriend but we...you know and she told me that she is pregnant", "how long ago was this?" i asked. "5 months ago, she's definitely pregnant, she promised not to tell anyone what we did and just say it is her boyfriends" he explained. "And that's when this bitch found out, she was listening by my door!" Ethan pointed at Kate and yelled. "i wasnt listening! i just knew because of the twin connection duh" Kate said.
I shook my head. "Ethan, you're only fourteen" i said. "i'm about to be fifteen! and my age has nothing to do with this" he argued. "you shouldnt be having sex anyways and you cant just get her pregnant and leave her alone" i told him. "lana i can not be a dad!" he yelled. "then why do you always tell girls to call you daddy?" Kate asked. "Kate i will fucking kill you" he said. "stop Ethan" Liane said. "dont you dare curse her out" i interrupted Ethan knowing he was going to yell at her. He tends to have low patience with everyone and its sometimes vital, i hope he doesnt abuse his wife some day, i dont blame him for being so rude to girls though he had a bad role model on how to treat women.
He sighed and put his head back. "Ethan you have to help her, its your responsibility" i said. "You're with Matthew right?" he asked and i nodded. "Shawn comes over a lot, so put yourself in my shoes. If Shawn got you pregnant, you wouldn't want him helping you because then everyone would think its his even though it is and that would ruin your relationship and his if he has one" he said. I thought about it for a while. "just drive lana, i'll handle it"
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Throughout the day i couldnt stop thinking about Ethan's situation. He's fourteen and already going to have a kid, i can only imagine what the girl is going through. I really dont want him to abandon her because even though she says she's okay with it, she's not, no one would be okay with it. Of course she doesnt want to ruin her relationship but she probably has all sorts of emotions going crazy in her. In four months, theres going to be a baby with half of Ethan's DNA.
Matthew caught up with me put his arm around my shoulder as we walked to the lunch room. "damn baby, can i get your number?" he joked. "you already have it" i winked. "you know what else i have?" he asked. "my virginity?", "that and the best and hottest girlfriend in the world" he smirked. "i have the cutest boyfriend in the world" i smiled. "im going to puke" Vanessa said from behind us. "you shouldnt have been stalking us" Matthew told her. "oh hush it, now can you guys stop being all lovey dovey and just walk"
I looked around the hallway and noticed only 5 people there but they were minding their own business. i found the nearest wall and pushed Matthew against it and kissed him while running my hands through his hair. "UGH IM LEAVING" Vanessa whined and left. I pulled away and started laughing.
"damn that was hot" Matthew said.
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GUESS WHAT. No nasty part in this chapter lol SORRY. But i promisseeeeeeeeee there WILL be one NEXT CHAPTER I SWEARRRR. i havent written it yet but i'll make sure to so calm your HORMONES.
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