You're safe with me

Chapter 1

Everyday since the beginning has been a roller coaster, a bumpy road of good and bad. I've had a fair share of great memories but my past isn't something I admire and treasure.

When I was under the age of 10, something bad happened... It's nothing I'm proud of at all and it's a memory that I want to erase from my mind and life completely but I can't. I was.. Raped. It's nothing to joke about because it happens to people and unfortunately that one person was me. I was under the age of 10! I didn't know what was happening, all I knew was that I was terrified.

After that, I was bullied throughout school. Was called names and pushed down. My parents had split and I had a step dad. Then, after primary, I went to secondary and met some of the most amazing people in my life but I lost them for nearly 2 years. Luckily we all came back together again and I'm happy to say that one of my best friends, has been there through nearly everything with me since Secondary. I suffered from depression and self harmed. Hannah helped me through all of that. She would stay up till the early hours of the morning to cheer me up and help me get through it. She's like my long lost twin and I love Hannah so much.

I've had a few relationships, nothing too serious. I've had two long term, both nearly a year. Hannah helped me, gave me advice and everything through the relationships even though she had never been in one. I've been through a lot and I guess everything I've been through has made me a stronger person.

Everything in my life has kind of led up to my future. Hannah always used to say 'life is like a roller coaster, it begins when you are born, there are ups and downs and it ends when you leave' it makes sense in some way.

So enjoy my story. My past has been and gone. My future still yet to come.