Smile

chapter 1

Calemitys pov
Toru yamashita. Yea that's his name. He is my boyfriend. We've been dating for a year already and today is our anniversary of 1 year togheter I bought him a bear and got him a necklace with the letter c and got myself one with the letter t. I got ready and put on my black ad white striped dress and some vans and curled my hair I then put on eyeliner and I smiled. My mom always told me to smile becaude that's was the best accessory a girl could wear and then walked to torus house. When I got there I called him but he wouldn't answer. He gave me a spare key incase I needed something so I took it out and opened the door I then went upstairs to his room and what I saw made my smile fade. "Toru how could you?" I said softly with tears running down my checks, I saw him with another girl both of them naked. I then dropped the necklace and bear and ran outside. I heard toru running after me but I ignored him and kept running until I lost him. I was in a forest I always went to when I was sad and cried. I lifted up my dress sleeve where I had scars. Toru helped me trough my self harm but now he's broken me. I got the razor I always kept just incase and made two deep cuts but not deep enough to kill me or make me pass out.