Mera name Rahul sahoo (Bapi) hai... mai kolkata se hu..
ek ladki thi mere padosi ki sali wo yaha aai huyi thi... chhuttiyon me .... vo mujhe dekhte rehti thi pura din phir mujhe bhi vo achhi lagne lagi... . Aur hum dono hi ek dusre ko dekhte rehte the aur dheere dheere hum isharon me bate bhi karne lage apne apne ghar se aur isharo me hi hum ne apne pyar ka ezhar kiya...
Ab hum har din hi ek dusre ko isharo me hi good morning, hello hi kehte... aur ek dusre ko kiss bhej te ...
ese hi din beet gye aur uski chhuttiyan khatam ho gayi .... aur vo Jane ki taiyari karne lagi .. aur usne mujhse koi nishani mangi to maine use ek silver ki ring lakat di aur uske sath ek slip pe apna phone No. Aur msg likha ke jakar mujhe phone karna mai tumhe bahut miss karunga..... aur vo dusre din chali gayi mai use jate dekh kar bahut udas tha uske jane ke badh mai pura din udas raha khana bhi nahi khaya ....
Aur evening me mujhe ek phone aaya aur jaise hi maine call resiv ki to vo usi ladki ka tha maine pehlivar uske muh se apna naam suna aur maine pehli barr uske muh se I Live U Jese suna meri khushi ka thikana nahi raha.....hum ghanto tak bate karte rahe ..usne mujh uske ghar ke phone se call kiya tha.. aur hum aise hi har din ghanto phone pe baten kate rehte the ... kabhi mazak kabhi gussa karte kabhi roothhte kabhi manate ..aur hum apni shadi ki bate karne lage apni suhag rat ki planing karne lage apne bachon ke naam ki planing karte... bete ya beti ke bare me sochte.... ese hi 3mahine beet gaye .....
Ek din uska phone aya aur uski avaz bhari lagi jab maine poocha to vo jor jor se rone lagi aur kaihne lagi me mai tumhare bina nahi re sakti to maine kaha mujhe malum hai mai bhi to nahi re sakta tumhare bina.....
Maine poochha magar hua kya ... to usne kaha vo apni mami ke ghar ja rahi hai kyonki us ki mami maa banne wali thi jiski dekh bhal ke liye use jana pade ga... aur vaha phone nahi hai jis ke karan vo ab mujhse bat nahi kar sakegi..... aur usne ek dum se phone kat diya maine jab dubara phone kiya to vo band aaraha tha.....aur uss din ke bad hamesha hi vo phone No. Off aata tha .... mai paglon ki tarha din me bar bar vo No. Dial karta par hamesha hi vo off aata... mai bahut dukhi rehne laga..... naa bhookh na pyaas lagti mujh mai use bahut miss karta tha .... par usse bat nahi hoti thi mujhe kuchh pata nahi tha vo kaisi hai .... kis halat me hai..... mai akele me use yad karke rota rehta ... ab mujhe kuchh achha nahi lagta tha mai jiss ladki se ghanto tak baten karta tha... ab mai us ki avaz sunne ko bhi taras gya tha... par dobara uss ka phone kabhi nahi aya....dheere dheere maine apne aap ko sambhala aur usse bhulane ki nakam koshish karne laga apne aap ko kaam me lagake rakhta..... ke shayad mai use bhool paun par mai use nahi bhool paya.... kareeb ek mahine bad ......,,, mere ghar pe koi nahi tha ...mai apne ghar ke samne gali me kharha tha... ke maine dekha ke mera wohi padosi apnI Bivi aur bachon ke saath kahi ja raha tha jab maine puchha to usne bataya ke uski sali (meri lover) ki shadi hai ...
Jab maine ye suna mere pairon ke tale se zameen khisk gayi mai ek dum pathar sa khada rehgya mujhe kuchh hosh hi nahi raha mujhe kushh sujha hi nahi ke mai kya karu mera dil zor zor se dhadkne laga ... mai bus apne kamre me gya aur jor jor se roya ... mujhe kuchh samajh me nahi aya ke ye kaise ho gya voto mere sath shadi karna chahti thi ... voto apni mami ke ghar gayi huyi thi .... fir ye sab kya ho gya kab uska rishta ho gya kab uski shadi ki date fix huyi... Vo vapis kab ayi vapis aakar asne mujhe phone kyo nahi kiya... kya vo sach me kahi gayi bhi thi ya mujh se jhooth bola .....uski koi mazburi thi ya ye sab uski ichha se hua.......??????
Aise bahut se saval mere man me uthe par aaj tak mujhe koi javab nahi mila...aur nahi uska koi phone aya.... nahi phir kabhi vo yaha ayi.....
Mujhe aaj tak nahi pata chala ke uski koi majburi thi ya vo mere sath bus time paas kar rahi theeee.... par aaj 3 sal badh bhi mai use nahi bhula.... shayad is janam me bhulunga bhi nahi....... I LOVE HER TOOOOOOO I MISS HER TOOOO
