Love isn't something that comes and goes in the blink of an eye. It's a progression, a lust for someone that grows over time. Many a times as an adolescent boy I've formed a liking for a girl. I'd think to myself, "isn't she cute!" or, "she's beautiful" or, "she's got a great personality" but I never truly believed that 'she was the one' and up until now I've never known why.
I'm not straight. I would come straight out, pardon the pun, and say "I'm gay" or "I'm bisexual" but, genuinely I don't know. The only solid fact I have is 'I'm not straight'.
We all have confusion about things in our everyday lives but being confused about my sexuality has been one of the biggest things to cope with so far. Not fully knowing who you are makes you feel empty, like there's something missing. In a way, there is something missing. That feeling of contention. And I suppose the void will never be filled until the time I know myself.
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Love is Like a Boiling Kettle
Não Ficção"You're only a teen, you've got your whole life to live yet" ~ every adult ever I partially agree with that statement. Yes, I'm a teen, I do have my whole life to life. However, that doesn't mean I can't have already lived and been through some shit