Minor Drugs

•Before him• & •Long-Distance•

On the last day of school RJ told me she was moving. Of course I was sad. On the first day of school we became good friends. Everyone thought me moved here together.

RJ had a strict family. Meaning she never had a Phone. She had a laptop though.
So, as the summer went on I had gotten a message on Wattpad. It was RJ saying she was using the library's computer. Since she didn't have internet at home. We texted all during summer. I some how started to develop feelings toward RJ. It wasn't like any other feeling I ever had toward someone. I have to admit I did date like 3 guys in the past year when school was still going. But the longest one only lasted 2 months. And we didn't even talk!!

You see. When I started dating a guy, I would really like him at first. But as 2-3 days have gone by, I just didn't like them anymore. I guys I found them attractive at first but once we started dating I didn't feel anything anymore . My conclusion was maybe I was gay. But I have never went out with a girl before. Yeah, I've kissed a girl but not dated one. It was weird. As my feelings became to grow for RJ. i came to the settlement that I am Pansexual. Where you you like All genders.

School then started up again, and I remember my mom asking how my first day of Highschool was.
I said;
"I'm ready to graduate..."

But things looked up as I joined the basketball team once again. Being 4'10 and being able to make it on the basketball team really says something. I wasn't the best shooter . But I could definitely do lay ups and catch rebounds.

Me and RJ continued to talk and I soon told her my feelings towards her. I don't know how she actually feels about me or if we were dating, but anything was fine with me. Long distance anything is hard.

Back in the junior-high we had a group. It consisted of;

•Jenny: Intelligent and wise. But bitchy and Fiesty

•Marianna: A Weeaboo/ low-key chola

•Case and christen: Your favorite everyday Geeks.

•Ricky : The dumb jock. Not book smart dumb but street smart dumb.

•Tina: Die hard Christian

•Teddy: the queen of yaoi and Ricky's cousin.

•Tyler: doesn't say much but is cool

•April: bisexual, band lover

•Reagan: That one creepy,misunderstood girl that everyone think is goth because she rocks black all day everyday. But is really nice once you get to know her.

•RJ: The cute but deadly

•Whitney: The "Bitch I will still your man just because I can" pretty girl.

And then there was me.

•Jayin: that one sexually confused black teenager, who likes K-pop and Is obsessed with Bruno Mars.

We were all best friends in junior high but all came to disaster as we came to highschool.

Jenny doesn't like Teddy because she thinks that teddy starts drama and the fact that she's going out with Mitchell which is Jenny's ex.... Expect, Christian dated teddy first but broke up because christen was being a perv. Christian and Mitchell are still friends, but christen is secretly pissed.Jenny also hate April and Reagan, for being bitches. But Reagan, Tyler and RJ moved. Ricky neglected all of his Friends and starting dating some bitch named Carly. Marianna hates teddy for being "Fake".
And I stayed friends with almost everyone. Expect teddy... We make small talk.

Yep that's highschool for you. That place that will fuck up your friendships and give you an upset stomach if you eat the cafeteria food. One time Marianna had gotten a baked potatoe and it was in its transformation into turning Into a plant....

That's disgusting.

But a new group had formed. It was Me,Jenny, Marianna;

•Izzy : Nickel back fang girl and a over worked Lacrosse player.

And

•Fizzy: sweet and kind. Kills people with kindness

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My dad had felt for half a year. It was sort of a relief but through time I began to miss him. A little..
Basketball was going great, I practiced with Jenny and Marianna a lot since we were in the same team. After practice we would call up izzy and fizzy and would go to Hastings for coffee. We had lots of sleepovers, and soon enough Whitney joined us. We would always gossip and tell each other secrets that nobody knows.

"So Jenny.... Guess what Oakley told me yesterday before theatre...."

"What?"

"Oakley likes you, but told me not to tell you.. Oops."

Jenny's face turned into disgust and discomfort as she set her tea down.
"That's totally disgusting, he's such a creep."

"Isn't he cross-eyed?" Izzy asked.

Marianna chuckled. "Yeah, I can't tell if he's looking at me or the floor!"

Everyone laughed.

"Guys that's so mean! He can't help that he can't see straight!"
We all looked at Fizzy.

Izzy scoffed. "Yeah we know, but he's an asshole. We don't hate him cause he's cross-eyed. We hate him because he's a creepy pervert."

"Yeah, like we don't hate Bryan because he's fat.... We hate him because he is a fat asshole."

I laughed at Marianna's comment.
Bryan was a major asshole. He's a bully and knows it.

"So jenny what's up with you and Adam?"

Jenny's eyes widened and face got red.

"What about Adam and me?"

izzy smirked. "Are you guys yeah know..."

"OOOOO THEY FUCKING!!" Marianna shouted.

"Hey shut up my parents are sleeping." I scolded.

Jenny blushed. "It's been good, we haven't kissed yet though.."

Whitney gasped.
"You've been together for over 4 months and you guys haven't even kissed?!!"

"Oh the Irony!!!" I wailed.

We continued to talk about the latest scandals at school and who likes who.

"I think Mr.Timid and Julianna are secretly screwing."

"Isn't Julianna a freshman.?"
"Yep."

"And isn't Mr.Timid like... 40?"

"Yeah."

"Ew... That's disgusting. Even if we was younger, he's still our math teacher. Wait...doesn't he have like 6 kids?"

"Yes. Yes. Yes indeed he does. How can I forget, they all are named after months and days of the week..."

"Isn't the youngest named wendsday?"

"No that's the second to youngest one. He's youngest is named October."

As we once again continued we had gotten into an awkward conversation. Whitney had asked how me and RJ were doing.
I just replied good. Izzy asked if we were even dating...

"I don't know. Probably not..."

I didn't want to get my hopes up. Scared to ask her because I was to afraid to face rejection. And to lose my best friend. She didn't move that far though. Only an hour but neither of us could drive yet, and her parents hate this town too. So... yeah. Most likely no.