Turns out I wasn't the only one falling into the trap of lust last night. Kenzi moved on from flirting with the bartender to flirting with Nathan, I was kind of mad at her to start with but it faded. She told us exactly what happened from the dancing, flirting and proximity in the pool right down to the last detail. When she was leaning in to kiss him, he pushed back and laughed. We were all confused even Kenzi at the time, apparently he was all smug about it and let her have some embarrassment. After her seven minutes in humiliation he finally blurted out he was gay, which explained quite a bit about him. Now I have a shopping partner whenever Cami and Kenzi aren't around. Speaking of, they're leaving today but, they'll be back for the summer. The whole summer.
Weeks past feeling like months without my girls, honestly I felt like a zombie with a schedule. I basically did the same thing every week, at school it was the same drama with Sharlene and at home... At home it was peaceful especially the days where I was alone in my room, listening to my own thoughts and writing away my life. At home, the best days were when Jase and I were together because each day he spent with me was a day I got to try something new and intriguing. Last weekend he took me ice skating, it was something I've always wanted to do but never could because I was always scared what others will think when they see it can't skate and fall. When I was with Jase it didn't matter because I knew he would be there for me whenever I fell he would stand next and try not to laugh but I could see the big grin on his face which only made me laugh harder. It was a good day and it couldn't have been better.
As I was writing in my diary I flicked back to read a couple of old entries and realised that being here made me forget about my real family and how depressed my mother made me feel. I was soo overwhelmed by this new setting and the feeling of being liked and wanted made me forget how my mother made me feel and how everyone else looked down at me. Nothing else mattered than being here with people who care and I've gotten so close with the guys they almost feel like family and Sheila, she has been so kind to me I wished she was my mother.
The days I was at home with nothing to do Kallan would sometimes hang out with me and watch a movie or just talk in general, we had bonded a lot and gotten pretty close. In some ways him and Jase were alike, the way they make me feel, some common interests in movies and views. We even started to go to an art club on Sunday's where you splash paint everywhere and just have fun. I always find that I look forward to Sunday's because I know that we're going to hang out. Speaking of it was Sunday today and he made me laugh uncontrollably. I couldn't stop laughing, we was throwing balloons full of paint at each and I threw a neon pink one at him. It blasted all over his shoulder face and hair, now it won't come out of his blonde hair and as a result one half of the end is pink. We just had so much fun in there and after we went to McDonald's. He is soo cute because he always buys my food even though I have money. On the way back i got a piggyback ride from him, he pretended to try and drop me so many times that I actually screamed a couple times even people in their cars going back started to stare. When we got back laid in my room listening to music and talked for awhile and I fell asleep.
I think Kallan put the covers on me because I don't remember doing it. I'm awake around 3 am and on the lookout for Kallan because I just wanted to know whether or not I was imagining things. Luckily I found him in his room and found out that he doesn't snore unlike Jase. Shaking him I tried to wake him up but it didn't work so I jumped on top of him and started to tickle him. he finally work up slightly annoyed but slightly relieved and happy.
"Shae what do you want? I'm sleepy" Kallan had a sexy groan asking that question.
"Did you put the covers over me or am I crazy?" I whispered because I felt bad.
"Yes to both and I didn't want you to get cold." I didn't say anything back but I just laid in bed with him because he is just soo good to me. I eventually fell asleep right beside him thinking happy thoughts.
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The unknown girl #werewolf tale
Teen FictionMy name is Shaelynn and my mum sent me off to a house filled with a pack of wolves, exciting. I'm a depressed, optimistic with anxiety and major trust issues, this move wasn't the first but I have a feeling it's going to be the last. During my stay...