Our Little Secret.. [A Robert Downey Jr love story]

Is This All A Dream?...

It started to rain and im holding my arms storming off. "Elizabeth!" i hear Robert behind me and he runs up to me and grabs my arm. "DONT touch me!" i jerk away and glare at him. "Please." "YOU EXPECT ME TO FORGIVE YOU?!! YOU BURNT DOWN MY HOUSE! WITH ALL MY STUFF IN THERE AND MY MOST IMPORTANT PICTURE WAS BURNT BECAUSE OF YOU AND I CAN NEVER FORGIVE YO--" he kisses me i back away and slap him. "Fuck off Robert! That doesnt work ANYMORE!" i flip him off and storm off.

I walk back to my house and everything was burnt and i walked in the roof was missing half my living room was burnt all of upstairs was burnt. I started to cry and i fall to my knees crying. Until i hear a familiar voice behind me. "Izzy! Are you ok?" it was Alexus and i was very happy to see her. I hugged her tight and she did the same.

"What happened??!" she asked looking at me wiping my tears away. I told her the whole story, she clenched her jaw. "Im going to beat that LITTLE FUCK!" she shouts. "D-Dont just dont.." i said quietly. "WHY THE FUCK NOT ELIZABETH LOOK WHAT HE DID!" she shouts. "BECAUSE I STILL CARE ABOUT HIM! OKAY?" i look down after saying that. Her face softens. "Why would you still care about him after h-he did.....THIS to you." she said pointing around. "Because everytime i see him i get butterflies and i feel happy and i never want him to leave....and our first kiss was....." "Was?..." "Magical..." i said as my eyes tear up. "Im sorry Izzy.." she hugged me again. "Its fine im used to people getting my hopes up and breaking it and leaving.." i said getting up. "Where are you going?" she asked. "To the Drug store to get a bottle..." "Dont beat your self up with that." i walk out and it was still raining and i was shivering. I finally made it to the store and bought a bottle of Jack Daniel's.

I sat on the curb. I drank and drank and drank. I got up and said outloud. "To people that fucked up my life!" I laughed in pain and drank more and fell over. I didnt want to live no more more of me and my moms flash backs came in my head and i cried hard. I got up and walked over to my house stumbling with my bottle and i see a car by my house. I kicked down the door and shouted "What ever you're trying to steal is all burnt!" i laugh and fall on my but and layed in my carpit that hasnt been burnt but is was dirty and i starred into the dark glooming sky. I sang a song that my mother told me when i was Sad Depressed.

"Happy Kitty Sad Kitty, Dont you worry about a thing...

Momma Kitty is here to tell you one thing.... When ever you are having a bad day. Just get up and play...." i started to cry again. I was just done with everything. I got up wiped my tears and i cant remember but some how i got on some of my unstable roof.

I was singing that song loud. Then i saw Roberts car pull up. "Oh look who it is. The guy who ruined EVERYTHING!" i swang around balancing my self so i dont fall off my house. "Elizabeth what are you doing?!" Robert shouted up at me. "Im telling people how i feel about my life and no ONE IS LISTENING!" i shout loud and drop my bottle braking at Roberts feet. "Get down from the Elizabeth!" "If you say so." I closed my eyes opened my arms wide and fell forward. I felt the wind threw my face and hair it felt good. Then i saw my mom. When i opened my eyes I was in Roberts arms his wide open breathing heavily. "WHAT THE FUCK IS WRONG WITH YOU?!!?" he screams at me and i try to get out of his arms "Let go!" i shout. He doesnt he holds me close. I start to scream at him to let me go. "No. Elizabeth you need me.." "I DONT NEED NO ONE!!" i scream and i start to get tired i cry hard. He puts my head into his shoulder and i cried harder he brushed my hair telling me to shh. I was finally tired from crying and i fell asleep. He carried me to his car and placed me in the back seat so im laying down.

I start to have a bad dream about my mom. "MOM!!!" i wake up with sweat on my face and i was out of breath and i looked around. Robert was in his kitchen. "Where am i?" "At my house..." i jump up as he came out of the kitchen. "Was that all a dream?" i ask my self. "I looked at the time it was 12:20 p.m. I sigh i hold my head having the worst head ache.

Robert gives me a asprin and some water i say thanks and take it. I layed back down. I stunk.. "Can i take a shower here?" "Of course..up stairs down the hall to the left." "Thanks.." "Not a problem."

I waked up the stairs and down the hall and went to the left and opened it. It was a big bathroom. The shower was lovely i fell in love with this bathroom. I took off my clothes and jumped in the shower i washed my hair with shampoo and conditioner. I couldnt stop thinking if this was a dream about the fire or not.. I had my eyes closed when i washed my hair obviously then i had something new it was like a dream.. It was Robert kneeling and giggling. "Robert...?" i said in the day dream still had my eyes closed i furrowed my eye brows. He turned around with blood all over him. He spitted some blood out and there was a women laying there. "Robert?!..." it was my mom. "MOM!" Robert got up and ran towards me right before he got me i shot open my eyes. "Ah!!" i screamed and slipped and fell.

I think im going crazy.......or maybe my sences are telling me that Robert is dangerous...

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