I hate that I love you (editing)

twenty four

Hello, okay so I am pretty sure this is going to be the last chapter!  Thank you so so much to the people who have been here since the beginning and always comment , vote etc It means a lot to know that you enjoy this story. Once this is finished I will go back over it because I am sure there are some mistakes here and there. Also this chapter is probably very unexpected? maybe I'm not sure but I have had this planned for a while now. Comment if you would like and epilogue. 

Enjoy, 

Graduation day

Harry's pov

Today is the morning of graduation and I am freaking out, but not because of graduation. I am freaking out because I have been keeping a secret from Louis for a long time now and today is the day I'll be telling him.

"Louis, I need to tell you something" I hold onto the edge of the kitchen table for support because I feel as if I am going to pass out any minute. 

"Okay, sure whats up Haz"

I can't do this, I can't lose the love of my life. It is only a year but I can't even handle an hour without Louis so I defiantly won't be able to handle a year. My dream has always been to travel the states during my gap year with my best friends but it isn't Louis and Niall's gap year anymore and I can't be selfish and just ask them to drop everything and come with me. 

"Okay so aftergraduationiamflyingouttoamericaformygapyear"

I said it nice and quick to dull the pain in my heart. This will be it, Louis is going to leave me and I might never see him again.

"Excuse me? Harry slow down love I didn't understand any of that"

"Af-fter graduation I am f-flying out to a-america for my gap year"

"WHAT? but America is so far away and you're leaving me. I..I need a minute to think, see you later Harry"

He bent down and kissed my forehead gently before grabbing his keys, wallet and a bottle of water before walking out the door. 

I try to pretend that this might not be the last time I see him. The last kiss on the forehead. The last hug. The last night of cuddling and watching movies. The last time I can tell him how much I love him.  

All because I was too much of a coward to tell him that I was moving. 

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Louis' pov

I can't believe Harry is moving. I have been sitting on this random bench crying my eyes out for hours and as much as I don't want too I still have to go to graduation because this is the last time I'm going to see him, touch him, love him.

Once he is gone I'll be a heartbroken mess. What about Niall, his best mate? and Zayn? and Liam? And Us? How is he so willing to leave us all behind? I mean who knows how long Harry will be out there? A gap year is typically a year but he could fall in love with someone else and move in with them. He could apply for school there! I may never see him again. I wipe away my tears and I glance at the time on my phone and suddenly an idea pops into my head. I hurry back to my apartment and then hurry over to see Harry graduate. 

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"HARRY!" I call out his name and start running over towards him.

He calls out my name and I jump up and wrap my legs around his waist holding onto him tightly.

"I love you way too much to let you go, I'm coming with you"

"Yeah, me too" 

I look behind me to see Niall approaching us. 

"Harry you are my best friend, did you really think I was going to let you hop onto a plane that will take you thousands of miles away from me?"

At this point we are all crying our eyes out.

"Are you sure you want to drop everything for me?" Harry finally said.

"You are my home Harry and you know what they say, home is where the heart is and my heart is with you. I could never leave you Harry I am too selfish for that"

Niall pulls us all into a hug and no words were said. 

Nothing needed to be said we just all needed to be with each other because we are a family now. 

I really do love them. 

the end.