Today is the most painful day I've ever felt
I am lying all alone in my father's grave and crying all over again and again. It's been days and I'm still here not knowing how to move on. I told our stories again and again. When I was 3 years old he teaches me to walk and when I was 7 years old he teaches me how to ride in a bike. We are so good back then but what happened suddenly you are gone and left me behind.
"Aleon" I know that voice well it belongs to Riley, a childhood friend.
"Riley I'm sorry for seeing me like this right now" I said between my falling tears
"It's okay well let me help you" He gave me his handkerchief and I accepted it.
He joined me that day and never left me. It so good to know that I have a friend like him to join me in this painful times of mine.
After that day we went home well I supposed it isn't a home anymore for me. I was seating in the couch while Riley is talking someone in the phone, maybe it's Tita Anj.
As soon as he hung up the phone he seated beside me.
"Well I have good news" he said
"and what is that?"
"My mom let me stay here for two weeks just to ensure you, well they are all worried and feel sorry about you"
"Well, okay then. Can I go to my bed now I'm so tired" I said in my low voice.
"Yeah I know that, I will call you once the dinner is ready" Riley said with his smile.
"Thank you for being here" I said before I walk up to my room.
Before I went straight to my room I visit my father's room.
I just saw the same old arrangement of my father's room. The picture of me and my dad when I was seven years old was placed in the lamp shade table beside his bed. Everything comes back in an instant, my tears are falling again. I don't know what to do now, I mean how can be okay again? I just missed my Dad so much.
That night I did not sleep well because I know when I wake up it will be so much harder and painful to live without my Dad.
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