Forgotten but not Invisible

Perfection does not exist

I haven't updated in a while. I suck, I know. School just has me soo stressed out and I've been grounded too.

All I feel is rage.
Is it because of my age?
You make me feel inferior.
While you're there with your tough exterior.
I do one mistake.
Then you just take.
You want too much out of me.
I try, I try to be the best I can be.
But that's never enough.
You're just too rough.
The yelling, the tears.
You are one of my fears.
You want me to be perfect, I'm not.
Perfection is just a thought.
You're the adult.
Yet somehow I'm always at fault.
All you want me to do is obey.
Not even caring about the words I want to say.
I like it when your gone.
Nothing really goes wrong.
You're a jerk.
That's why things between us never work.
I don't like you.
It's true.
You will never be my family.
I liked how it used to be.
Without you.
If only you knew.
You think everything is better now that you're here.
Tear after angers tear.
You say you care.
Yet you're never fair.
You might be together.
For what feels like forever.
Or you just leave.
My chest heaves.
Just the thought of you gets me mad.
And maybe even a little bit sad.
I'm so angry I can't write more.
My chest now feels sore.
Oh, and by the way, I don't like you.
And I don't think I will be able to.
You lie after constant lie.
You make me wanna die.
Goodbye

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