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The Decision

#LTRC

Kai POV-

After a few minutes of attempting to regain our energy and breath, Lau pulled out and they pulled me in the middle to cuddle. "Well, w-what do we d-do now?", I panted out. "Let's wait till tomorrow, belle", Laurent said. "Ok. goodnight guys.", I replied, eager to go to sleep.

"Goodnight Kailah."

†The Next Morning†

I woke up with a dull pain coming from my lower area and a warmth from the two bodies that cuddled me. My eyes opened to the sight of two tattooed arms lying dormant over my naked torso. The morning sun shone over our still sweaty figures, giving us an almost golden glow. I froze when I felt something hard on each of my legs and heard both of them moan out my name.

"Uh fuck, Kai... Mmm, just like that!", they mumbled simultaneously as their eyebrows furrowed together. I squirmed a little, trying to move from in between them, before I heard a husky groan followed by a, "Good morning, bebe. You sleep good?", on my left side. I looked over, following the deeply accented voice, finding Larry staring at me with squinted eyes before feeling a pair of strong hands roaming my body. "Y-yea, I-I did. How a-about you?", I whimpered as said hands groped my figure greedily. "I sleep good. I had a nice dream.", he said as he tucked his face in the crook of my neck, kissing the skin tenderly. "I dream about a night of making love to a girl I love...there was one thing missing though.", he said huskily. Shakily, I replied, "W-What?", and without answering, he got up and went to the chest he pulled out of the closet last night.

By now, Lau was lightly groaning and grunting in his sleep, "Fuck! Ahhh...ssssss!", his arm unconsciously snaked around my waist, up and down my legs, and back up cupping my right breast, squeezing lightly.

"Remember, you have to be quiet. It sound like if he wake up, it be two times worse for you, Kai.", Larry said digging in the chest. "Close you eyes.", he demanded as the rattling stopped. As soon as I did, I heard a low hum coming from my right followed by a movement and the creaking of the springs implanted in the mattress. "Larry, you loud ass. Woke me up, not only that. You being stingy too? Frere, you juste mean, you betta share. Morning Kai.", a husky voice said sitting up.

"M-Morning, Lau. Hey, w-wait you guys said we would talk. Plus, I still can't f-feel my legs completely. I just wanna talk about this, okay?", I said weakly, opening my eyes. They looked at me before turning to each other and shrugging simultaneously as Larry locked the small chest back up, putting it in the closet, coming out with a T-shirt and panties in one hand and two pairs of boxers in the other. "Okai, but tonight, you ours.", Lau said, slipping on the boxers Larry tossed him.
After sliding the shirt and underwear Larry handed me, I scooted to the edge of
the bed and stretched my limbs, "Who's cooking breakfast?", Lau asked, to which I jokingly replied, "I guess I can, you fatass.". He glared at me and started to count down from ten. My eyes widened and when I looked over to Larry for help, he simply walked up and lifted me on his shoulders before running to the kitchen and placing my on the counter.

"He no gonna get chu. Now, what you want to eat?", he smirked at me and just as he asked that question, Lau skidded across the floor into the kitchen and to the fridge. "I want an omelette, please broder?", he requested looking at us with puppy dog eyes. We simply rolled our eyes and got to work, eating breakfast in a comfortable, soothing silence before going to the living room to talk.

"OK, so-", was all I got out before Lau cut me off, looking deep into my eyes, "Look Kai, it clear what happen last night. All we have to do is figure out what to do, if we juste forget it happen and keep doing what we normally do, or we make something of this. Is you choice, either way, we still be here for you and we still love you.". I looked at him not knowing what to say, they just sat there patiently waiting for my response.

I did want to be with them, but I was scared, scared of what people would think, scared of rejection, of heartbreak. In a way, I know it was stupid, they way they've treated me for the past few years is proof that they would never intentionally hurt me like my exes did, but I can't be so sure. Then again, I know after last night, I can't go back to how things were.

"I wanna make something of this.".
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I'm so sorry it took so long, I've had to deal with a little bit of crap, but I think everything's fine now. I'm also sorry that it's short and that it sucks. Also, in every chapter I'll put shout outs, to those who voted or commented something, in the author's note here. That's all for now! Happy Independence Day!

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